annie ANTHRAX's blog: "life and stuff"

one of the last blogs i posted on here was about my cousins getting shot at the angels game.

 

my cousin jose is doing fine.

 

on the other hand, carlos died due to post-surgery complications in late May this year.

 

his funeral was the first i'd ever been too. the marines were there to do the full on ceremony he deserved.

i never cried more than any other day of my life. 

 

Carlos, i don't believe in heaven or hell but dammit i hope you're in peace and happiness now

 

i miss you and think about you everyday.

 

love you. RIP primo mio <3

got  a ticket for not making a complete stop at a stop sign.

 

he paid and is taking traffic school. i told about the class you can take online and took him to the only spanish site approved by the local court.

 

well first, he doesn't know how to use the computer.

and second he can't read the words properly

 

so i made the words extra large and showed him the basics on how to use the mouse.

 

yeah..

 

he took the mini quiz at the end of the page..and failed.

 

he didn't even bother to read the passages. ugh. and he wants ME to do it. uhm..

 

he's the one that needs to learn not me. besides its in spanish and i can't understand every word. but now he's mad at me for not doing what he is suppose to do on his own

 

ugh. whatever.

i'm new to work. so far i've been eating out instead of saving money and eating in.

honestly, i'm too lazy to cook for food. i want something simple and quick.

 

hot pockets is the only thing that comes to mind. and no i dont want cereal :P

help me? should i mumm about this?

 

i bet you nobody will read this..

 

 

two of my cousins were involved in a shooting. both were shot by policemen who claim that they felt threaten by my cousins.

at a baseball game...really? carlos is a marine who just got home from iraq who took his girlfriend along and jose was with his kids..

ugh. i hate this.

they're both in critical condition. i hope they get better.

i'd ask you if you can pray for them but i don't believe in pray. thanks for reading this though.

 

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My friend Sara's birthday is coming up. We said for the longest time that we wanted to go to six flags in valencia, ca but never actually made plans.

So I told her (last week) that we would end up going today, spend the night at a hotel, and the following day (saturday) enjoy six flags. then we'd come home that same night. She agreed.

The problem is that we (roomate and i) don't see her everyday. she lives back at our hometown. So planning the actual trip was difficult. Sara had class when we didn't her phone was lost etc...

Then there was also midterms. Roommate and I had three midterms and three papers do that following week of said vacation. We really needed to devote that time to studying and finishing our paper. So i told Sara. She was really upset, almost mad. But i asked her if she wanted to come over (amtrak) and spend her spring break with us. She said she already made plans. Then i asked her well maybe just come over for the weekend and we can go to san francisco, the beach, or sacramento. Sara was too mad and said no.

Now she won't respond to me. I texted and messaged her telling her i'm sorry and that i hope she can understand why we did this. I mean we can go to six flags another day. Do you think she has every right to be mad? I think she's overreacting. We can still hangout and do something not as great but at least we'd spend time together.

ugh. i don't like this.

sorry for the rant but i needed to let this out. most of you won't even respond but it's okay.

btw i'm on week 4 of working out ;D

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Have your seen something either at a store or at your home and you feel it in your gut to take it with you or buy it? That just happened to me today! I was at the mall with my friends and we're hungry so we headed out to the food court. We stopped at this place called taxi's and as my friend was paying she was playing with a toothpick. i looked it at it and felt like i needed one. idk i mean i was going to eat a burger ffs. so i grabbed in i put it in my bag next day or today, i baked some brownies i wanted to see if they were done and it hit me I CAN USE THE TOOTHPICK!! weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee so in the end it came in handy. I don't know why i'm blogging about this. I guess cause it's happened to me more than once but i never really give into the urge. hmm, guess i'll re-think that. hello everyone week starting off good?

well technically it's day 3 of me getting my body in shape. i'm heading to the gym in a few. second time i'll be going without being forced woo! i've survived so far. i'm starting off with two times a week. i was going to go this friday but i'm driving back home next week i'll go three times a week. then after a few weeks of that i'll go 4 times. fun stuff. my goal is to lose 15lbs. wish me luck

I had a blast in San Francisco. It's a beautiful city with sometimes some not so fun people. Homeless people scare me. No scratch that... Homeless people from San Francisco scare me. Most of them are still under the influence of some sort of drug when begging for money. One of them came up to me and my friend Nicko and just started singing. Something about us lasting forever lol. If only he know that my friend was gay. That guy was okay compared to the next guy that came up to us. We were at union square trying to avoid the rain. Some guy literally puts a taco bell cup in my face and says, 'how about $100?!' My friend said, 'Uhm, No sorry." and the hobo began to mumble incoherently. As he's about to cross the stress a couple was 'jogging' and the guy handed the hobo $1. All of a sudden, the hobo snaps. "You MADE me stand in the fucking rain for a dollar!?" -_- The couple was long gone, the guy was still apoloizing from afar. Then since we were 'luckily' to his left he turned to us and began to talk. "Motherfuckers if I had a gun right now i'd kill you. I don't deal with (insert n-word) like you. You think you know everything and own this fucking city..(mumbling)" He even was making hand movements such as punching and he was pointing them my way since I was closer to him. I was scared shit less.Plus, it was cold and my legs and feet were hurting. The guy finally left but just to the other street corner. I called Anthony and told him to hurry his ass up to pick us up. Thankfully, I had my friend Nicko there. All he had as a little can of mace but still two vs one = win. Other than that little fun experiment, it was great.

I passed my written test woot! I missed 4. :P Only one more test and i'll have one of these XD