Spent 10 years doing the rat race thing and was pretty good at it until...I got sick. They told me, "You have primary progressive multiple sclerosis." Mayo Clinic charged my then insurance company $1.7 million to tell me that. At first, I bought into it all. I started living like I was already dead and the bank didn't care that I was sick so I slowly started losing everything I had. I found out the hard way that I was in a marriage that was based on my six-figure income. Well, I guess it would be more accurate to say "when the money ran out, so did she." But, that was 3 years ago. Yes, I have an invisible diesease. Yes, I'm disabled. Yes, I'm still human. Yes, I still party! I'm looking for friends who can understand some days I just can't. Somethings I just can't do. Since I can't do some things should I just give up and die already?? Nah. I've been blessed alot in this life and I CAN'T give up on it now. I LOVE music. It calms the savage beast inside me. I love children. Especially my nieces and nephews. I LOVE animals. Especially my rott pup. He's so handsome. I just want to live the rest of my life to the fullest.