TinySnuggles's blog: "new"

I'm slowly letting go of all the wall's i've built around my heart and yet it's hard to let them all down i'm still scared i'm really not what you what you thought/wanted...i'm still scared your going to brake my heart by finding someone better then me i hope these feeling i have are wrong that i am someone you care alot about and would really love to be with....Though we have known eachother for a few year's now and we say i like you..i mean every word i say and i'm almost 100%sure you mean what you say yet i can't help but have a little doubt i've heard all this befor and i was crushed to learn it was all a lie...you can't blame me for what i feel and if you feel the same i can't blame you either....we have both learned the meaning of a relationship and how it can effect out body's heart's and mind's and how it hurt's to lose that person we wanted more then anything...On a nicer note...when i frist met you i was inpressed by the's kind heart genel way about your words i saw more then most would care to look for and you saw right through me like i mattered in life you listened to me whine bitch piss and moan about how life suck's and never once flipped the convo back on you i beleave you to be the sweet'est man i have ever met...the more me talk the more i let my heart open up more i can't see how i got so lucky.....you mean alot to me babe