My ex-fiance died last Saturday. I had not seen or talked to him in two months. And now I miss him like crazy and will never again see or hear from him. He was good at acting goofy to make me laugh- but usually after he made me cry. I don't understand why God just couldn't let him live long enough to let him get back on his feet. I really expected to talk to him again, but he made me stressed and I just thought that in a year or two we could be friends again. Guess I thought wrong. When I look at his last blog it breaks my heart to hear what he said about me. But now I would try harder and love stronger. Guess it's something you just can't fix :(
