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35 Year Old · Female · From Philadelphia, PA · Joined on April 13, 2010 · Relationship status: Single · Born on February 24th · I have a crush on someone!
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35 Year Old · Female · From Philadelphia, PA · Joined on April 13, 2010 · Relationship status: Single · Born on February 24th · I have a crush on someone!
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BASIS FACTS
My name is Lauren Marie, but you can call me Lauren, Laur, or Ren. I am 21 years old and my brithday is February 24th. I live in northeast Philadelphia, I have all my life. I go to the local community college for Diagnostic Medical Imaging. I have green eyes, if you have not already notices, and my hair color is ever changing. I get bored with it real fast. I know it may seem like I am a skinny mini in my pictures, but I am actually curvy, a little thick you could say. I am coming to terms with it. I have my monroe pierced, as well as my nose, and a tattoo on my wrist of a star. I plan on getting more tattoos in the future. I am sweet, outgoing, sarcastic, goofy, mature, immature, selfless, serious, loving, caring, talkative, crazy, and fun. A few words to describe me.

A little deeper
I am rather complicated. I am hard to please and figure out, from being hurt in the past. I've been through much more than the average person endures. My what doesnt kill you, makes you stronger, right? I am super stubborn, so don't start a fight wit I suffer from anxiety, ADHD, and bipolar disorder. I can be the sweetest girl in the world, or the biggest ****, it all depends on how YOU present yourself. If you can't accept my flaws, i urge you NOT to message me. I will not change for anyone. Fine, you don't like me, I sure as hell won't lose sleep over it. Dont label me. I am not "scene" or "emo. I am me. My style changes with my mood.

What I enjoy
Let's see. I do like to party, and I did just turn 21, so of course I like the bar scene. But, that is not all that makes up my life. I love to read, yes BOOKS, and write when I have some inspiration. I love hockey and baseball. I love music, all types. Atreyu and zebrahead are my favorites, but I am very diverse. I am a die hard flyers and phillies fan. I love to go to shows, doesnt matter what kind, i just love the atmosphere. I like laying the field and just looking up at the stars. Stars have always amazed me. I like to shoot pool. I might not be any good, but I find it fun! I also love to learn. Im fascinated by disease, anything anatomy related actually. I like to go to museums, i like art, and graphic design. I also love to dance

[b]My goals and aspirations[/b]
As i said above, I am in school for diagnostic medical imaging. This entails x-rays, MRI's, CT scans, and ultrasounds. I will get my associates degree and get a job in a hospital. I really want to work at CHOP (Children's hospital of Philadelphia). After I get a job, I want to go back to school for my bachelors in Nuclear medicine (the administering of radiation for cancer treatment and such). Of course sometime in the future, after meeting the right guy, I want to get married and start a family. I'm still young, but I know what I want

In a guy
Physically, I'm a sucker for long hair, tattoos, nice eyes, and great smile. But that doesn't mean I am not attracted to other types. I need a guy that is loyal, sweet, goofy, can handle my sarcastic sense of humor, and bicker back and forth with me just for fun. I have never had much romance in my life, due to my poor choice in men, but I would love to experience it. I need a guy that would be able to hold and intelligent conversation with me, or just talk about something completely and utterly ridiculous. I need a guy who isn't afraid to be himself around me, and has no problem coming out with my friends. I need a guy who can be serious when needed, but not so serious on other occasions, same goes with being mature and immature. And finally, I need a guy who wants me for me, and doesn't base what he wants off of looks.

35 Year Old · Female · From Philadelphia, PA · Joined on April 13, 2010 · Relationship status: Single · Born on February 24th · I have a crush on someone!

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  • Krixus ⇒ lauren marie
    hey wats upp im from NE philly as well we shuld talk n get know each other... lookin forward to hearn from u..

    13 years ago · Reply
  • Momentary Muse ⇒ lauren marie
    Am I just some foolish dreamer for feeling like I do,when everyday I see more new things imply it wrong?I am no longer sure that love exist or that it ever did,but this crazy dream will not go away and is so strong,that one day I might find a love that will be forever true.I see women cheat on good men, finding them a bore,or just use them for whatever they can manage to getand have witnessed such things since I was just a kid.Am I wrong to still believe and on love my heart to bet,or is it selfish of me to still expect to find much more?I have heard that loves eternal and will always find a way.It is a blessed a thing sent from the heaven for us here.The more I see the more I doubt and become more afraid,I am just condemned to live life alone it starts to appear.Is love just another fairytale to make it through each day?All I dream of is one good woman that will love me true,that will be there beside me as through life we do go,one that will want me as we create the plans we made.A lady who looks past this shell and my heart does know,yes, I am just a foolish dreamer, but is that dream of you?

    13 years ago · Reply
  • Momentary Muse ⇒ lauren marie
    Be still my heart, remember, she must mortal beor there is no way she would ever be here with me.Slow down a bit to a pace where you can get rest,it feels like you are trying to come out of my chest.You handle every situation by being dull and drollyet at the thought of her and you race out of control.Why let her beauty cause you to stop in mid beatand pause until you almost knock me off my feet,then cause you to race as she draws ever near,and make my stomach turn as if from a great fear?How is that just her touch and can set you to a fireand fill you with such longing and insatiable desire?When I hear her voice even if it is only on the phone,you hurt with anticipation and even more when alone.Are you trying to tell me you have fallen in love at last,that she is so very special, like none known in the past?If I admit that I love and that she truly has me hexed,will you then tell me what it is that I should do next?For I only want to please her in each and every way,find a way to make sure that with me she will stay.So stop this erratic behavior and tell me, oh so true,lest she slip away and that break you right in two.

    13 years ago · Reply
  • Momentary Muse ⇒ lauren marie
    I have a short poem I have written for this day, I do hope that all my friends enjoy it and that it finds you and yours healthy and happy.I am not a famous or exciting man of any sortno big star of the silver screen or of any sportI am not the lead singer in a band of great famemost people have never even heard of my nameUpon the moon I am destined to never even stepthere will be no signs showing every place I sleptthere is nothing like that to get interest from youI am no more than the man who loves you so true.

    14 years ago · Reply
  • Momentary Muse ⇒ lauren marie
    Some people seem to need to feel superior to others and will categorize them with a name. I have been called a hick because I live in the country, have horses, and so on. After thinking about it, I wear the name with pride regardless how the other person meant it. Hicks, like almost all groups, people choose to segregate, are some amazing people.If you hunt for me, you will find I am listed among the HicksThe poor common folk that choose to live back in the sticks.The kind of folk who have a job but also have to do choresthat build bonfires and teach the kids how to make Smores.Among those that if you do need any help are glad to giveand by the Golden Rule most still their lives do try to live.We are dirt poor by the standards most will use to judgebut from this great way of life one of us will rarely budge.You might think us ignorant, having taken no college courses,but we have the knowledge of things like survival and horses.We may not have all that city people have, who are on the run,but we appreciate what we have and know how to have fun.We feel at home when we out among the lakes and treeswith the nature that provides and we care for, we are at ease.It is a harder life, I will admit that this much is so very trueand may not be the choice that is best for some like youBut I will stay in the sticks until my life is finally throughcity life is not a thing that for long I would ever want to do.When I look up let me only see the vast sky and tall treesand let me feel the grass below and the cool summer breeze.Watch the strutting of turkeys and meandering of the deerand all the things that nature gives for us to hold so dear.When time says my final breath has been drawn and spentI will know that like nature, this country life was heaven sent.

    14 years ago · Reply
  • Momentary Muse ⇒ lauren marie
    I grew up watching Roy Rodgers always win the dayand was told that things in life would go the same way,that if you were a good man and always stayed true,in the end good things would always come to you.I believed it all because I was still just a foolish child,they often believe in lies regardless how big and wild.As I lived my life I tried to always mind that thoughtand for truth and honor always I have gladly fought.I was even stupid enough to fall in love that one timethinking that it would make life special and sublime.Fate and life have combined to teach me so well,being good is only good for keeping you out of hell,here in life, unpunished will never go a good deed;people are after all they can get, not what they need.I guess I am still a child deep in my heart from thenfor I keep believing that some day the good will win.

    14 years ago · Reply
  • Momentary Muse ⇒ lauren marie
    Just a short poem for today. I hope that you have GREAT DAY.You told me that I look good and I was glad to hearsaid it was good the way you felt when I was nearand the way that we could talk through the nightand that it was good the way we felt so very right.You said I was a good man and my heart beat fastmy good morals and honor meant that it would last.It was good the way that I truly did only want youand good that my heart beat with a love so true.Guess it was not good enough for you did leave meand ran off with a pretty boy, acting wild and free.Know that when he has had his fun and is throughthat you have destroyed my heart and trust in you.

    14 years ago · Reply
  • Momentary Muse ⇒ lauren marie
    I can now say without the slightest hesitation,that I wish to give you my love and adoration.If History does indeed the future predict true,I know that I will never end up being with you.Women do seem to like the thought of a faithful manone that will stay and always try to understan',that respects them as a partner and treats them right,that appreciates them and that never wants to fight,which makes me seem like the one that you would desire;but the truth is most women are more like most men are,Looking for the one that has the most expensive caror the prettiest one that they could have ever meet,even if they do not treat them like a lady, sweet.They might settle with a dependable man like mebut then sneak off to some wild bad boy secretly see.If there is any lesson I have seen in the pastit is, the nice guy does always seem to finish last.

    14 years ago · Reply
  • Momentary Muse ⇒ lauren marie
    I fielded a few questions about symbiosis from my introduction yesterday.The example most used is the termite, it has a bacteria in it's stomach that digest the wood it is eats; providing nutrients for the termite. Without the bacteria, the termite would die, without the termite the bacteria would; they work together and evenly give, both flourish.It has been my observation that relationships are either symbiotic or parasitic( where one feeds off of the other, not giving enough in return); as in nature, parasites harm the host, often killing it.I have given you my heart as you have yours to me,now forever joined in life and love we are bound to be.It is up to me to make the love that fuels that heartgrow stronger still with each and every passing hour while for you it is a cherished and well needed partfor me it the constant source of inspiration and power.Knowing it is your heart will guide every action I take,and remind me that I get all my strength from you.It will be the reason for every decision that I will makeand I do truly hope that mine will be the same too.Joined in this symbiotic way we will surely forever be,gaining strength from you as you draw yours from me.For any love that is not symbiotic and in true harmonywill not survive the long run as parasitic is must beIf one draws love and inspiration from the others heartbut does return the same, the love will soon go sour.Like a parasite feeding off the other, with no giving partthe other continues to weaken with each passing hour.As it is in nature, so with matters of the heart it will be,so let's live this life being the others peace and harmony.

    14 years ago · Reply
  • Momentary Muse ⇒ lauren marie
    Here is the poem I wrote for today while talking to somebody that said they have never"used" another person.We all use others, but do not have to do it in a bad way, symbiosis is the goal.When I tell you that I will love you eternallyCan't you tell I do not want you to belong to me,but rather need you to be the most important partof my very being, I have given you my heart.How could I ever live without you here in my lifefor you are my true motivation in times of strife.There are very many ways that you I will use,for guidance, inspiration, and as my beautiful muse;to help me become a better person through the daysand making my life happier in so many ways.I can only hope that I can do the same for youand together we can make all life's dreams come true.So take my hand now and let us join our lives as oneand keep a vow to be that way until life is done.Then as we pass from this life into eternitywe will then face it as one forever, you and me.

    14 years ago · Reply
  • Momentary Muse ⇒ lauren marie
    A sad poem for today, I wrote it after spending a couple of hours talking to a guy who planned suicide because of the emotional abuse his wife was delving out to him.I walked out into the dark, well before the dawn,a thick and heavy frost lay upon the green lawn.Hands snug in my pockets I pulled the jacket tightand wiggled up against a tree until it felt just right,A chill ran through me as I sat on the cold ground,distracting my thoughts as I began to look around.I could smell the smoke from the woodstove fireand make out it's billows as heat carries it higher,I can hear the first rustlings of life in this new day.A robin awoke overhead and quickly flew awayas the first bright rays of the warm sun did appear,soon to melt that chilling frost that covered all here.I have made the coffee and left on, as I always doand there are fresh made biscuit waiting for you.What a good day this will be for you without meyou can get the life that you described, you see.As I watch the wondrous show put on by the sunI find the strength to pull the trigger on the gun.

    14 years ago · Reply
  • Momentary Muse ⇒ lauren marie
    Come to me and let me wrap you in my armsas you easily seduce me with your charms.Place your hand gently here in mine, my dearand let me hold your wondrous body near.I can feel the rate of my heartbeat increaseand feel a spark like amber rubbed on fleece.Your rapid breathing warms my neck and earand your excitement I can feel and also hear.Each of us will adjust and for the other giveas we mimic the life we wish to together live.My body will respond as yours does to mineas we create this moment so true and fine.Our bodies move in perfect unison as onemaking me fear it will be way too soon done.I could stay lost in this moment evermoreas we smoothly glide across the ballroom floor.

    14 years ago · Reply
  • Momentary Muse ⇒ lauren marie
    There are those in this life that seem to have it all,they are good looking, rich beyond belief,and tall.Fly around in private jets to anywhere they wishand dine in the fanciest places on a neuvo dish.There are others whose life is not quite as good,they do not live in a private gated neighborhood,but still they have a life that better than somethey have money saved for what might come, jacuzzi and buy a new car every other year,about the future they really do not have fear.Still they want what the others have and flaunttheir dreams and judgment it seems to haunt.Me, I work and work and hardly have a thingbut each day I love life and my heart can sing.There are some that will try to take even thatnot thinking of others,being selfish like a bratbut most of them all have far more than me.I definitely don't have all that money of theirsnor the worry about plotting friends and heirs.I may have no expensive house or luxury carbut I will always know who my true friends are.So I will accept the not having all those thingsand will face this life and what ever it bringsI am a poor man who has a much better lifewith a great friends and a loving faithful wife.

    14 years ago · Reply
  • Momentary Muse ⇒ lauren marie
    It is a short poem that I have written for today, but I hope that you like it.I would spend the day with you if I only had one to livemy last precious moments to you I would so gladly give.Each and every day I think the same when I do wakeand cherish them all in case my life that day does take.Our time apart is the price that surviving demands of me,I want you to know that I do it all gladly to be with thee.I shall die and even my bones shall turn to dust it is truebut always there will be part of me, it is my love for you.

    14 years ago · Reply
  • TCRs ⇒ lauren marie
    You are adorable!

    14 years ago · Reply
  • Momentary Muse ⇒ lauren marie
    I have gone all around this world so diverse and vastfinally I came home to rest my weary bones at last.I have had the privilege to dine in halls with kings,seen treasures of gold and jewels, so many things.The long of expanses of grass blowing in the windso beautiful and vast that they seem to never end.Climbed mountains higher than eagles dare to go,and been beneath the ocean, you should know.I have seen such wonderful things this is so truebut none of them could prepare me for meeting you.Your beauty so exquisite that takes one by surprisecompassion and wisdom behind your lovely eyes.For such a combination one could search for lifeand it still stuns me every day that you are my wife.

    14 years ago · Reply
  • Momentary Muse ⇒ lauren marie
    I wrote this poem about a lovely lady who rightfully shields herself from letting people get too close to keep from getting hurt, but walls can keep out the good as well as the bad.The windows into the soul some say are the eyesin yours I see a lady that is both hurting and wise.A reflection of the world and what in it is so good,a tapestry not of how life goes, but how it should.Deep and placid waters that flow smoothly on topwondering of what lies below seems to never stop.That everyone knows that you are beautiful is true,but I also know there is so very much more to you.I know of your kindness and your compassion too,you have dedication and the brains to get through,all this is easy to know from the talks we have had,during each I have seen good and not a bit of bad.But I also know there is more that I want to knowI am willing to wait until you are ready though.

    14 years ago · Reply
  • bombom ⇒ lauren marie
    Have a great day!!!!

    14 years ago · Reply
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