Sometimes, I feel like I'll be better off single! But I guess a lot of people would think something like that from time to time. I'm a woman who knows what she wants in a man. It's ironic how I end up with exactly what I didn't want in one. Now, I'm so far deep in this hole, I can't climb out of it.
He's a good guy with habits I hate. Makes me want to just end it all and start over, but starting over is just so horrible. It takes years to learn a person and to fully understand them and love them. Of course, I say a lot of bs when I'm angry, upset, or hurt, but sometimes I wish he would understand me more! Have consideration for my thoughts and my feelings and hell, maybe even my happiness? I dunno. Maybe giving up on love altogether would be the best thing to do.
That's how I feel sometimes. I suppose that would be another reason why I enjoy escaping my mundane life.
Here's a toast to LIFE and GOOD FORTUNE.
-Lady C