DJ Immortal's blog: "KC's Poetry"

Don't You Know You say you want To enter into my dark domain, See what lies behind these walls Of my blackened heart, my burned out soul. You think that you made it past the barrier, You think that what you've seen does not go any deeper, But you've never seen true darkness That comes from a lifetime of isolation. You don't know. I don't believe in your god or any of his empty promises. He kicked me to the curb and then I shot him the finger. Now I walk alone here in this endless abode. How dark is dark? You just don't know. The light that you think you see, Is actually a false reality. There is no hope for this shattered soul Set up to be torn apart just as before. Don't you know the darkness is in control Of me.

Heart's Cry What to do, Where to turn, Lost in a sea of madness, My heart is set to burn. Searing heat, Flames too high, Burning me up From the inside. My heart is broken, The pieces are laying bare, There seems no escape From this endless despair. I wish I could die, I wish I would melt away, Then I could not hurt those Around me another day. Lord and Lady Show me what to do, Show me how to truely love, Show me how not to wound.

The Thing That Shall Never Be Black roses, Blackest of nights. Piercing the darness With my immortal sight. Searching for what was lost, For what cannot be found. For my dark gift Has me nestled safe and sound. No more brightness, No more light. My life was lost On that dark and fateful night. Now I seek to find Some form of mortality, Before I go too far And fall into insanity. For I want the light To consume my very being, But the darkness is too strong, So that shall never be.

Voices These voices in my mind Running 'round inside Telling me I'll be dead, At least that's what they said. These voices in my brain Driving me insane. Smoked too much pot Now they're never gonna stop. Can't stop the voices! Gotta kill the voices! See what she's done to me. Why can't she see The voices are there Because she didn't care? Can't stop the voices! Gotta kill the voices! These voices in my head Telling me I'll be dead. Can't stop the voices in my brain Driving me insane. Can't kill the voices! Can't kill the voices! All because of her I guess I'll never learn. These voices will be with me All through eternity, Because what she did Closed down on me like a coffin lid! Can't kill the voices! Can't kill her voice! Ringing in my mind, Tearing me up inside. Please stop the voices!

The Agony of the Longing (Fractured Thoughts of an Insane Mind) The pain seeps forth like blood Sending a scream of torment From a fractured soul, Yet it is without sound. Silent yet deafening. Piercing cries that drive those around away. Elucidating thoughts torture the innocent victim. The agony of the longing, to be intimately close to someone Yet always so desperately far away. Life slowly seeping out behind the inner wall. No door, no key, no way in and no way out, Locked inside this prison of the damned Slowly going insane. Knowing this and knowing also nothing can be done to halt the process. He sleeps. Sleeping, dying Dying in the agony of the longing.