Mouse TDS's blog: "Just Thoughts and Stuff"

What Difference

What difference does it make

If the sun won't shine tomorrow

If all you feel is sorrow 

What difference does it make?

What differance does it make

If you give love and it's not returned

A ray of hope is what you yearn

What difference does it make?

What differance does it make

If inside you really hurt

If you feel like is dirt

What difference does it make?

What differance does it make

If all you do is one big mistake

If all just want to take

What difference does it make?

All the differance if tomorrow

Is the day that rids the sorrow

All the love you gave is returned

You get more then all you've earned

Love gets rid of all the hurt

Washes away all the dirt

You learn from your mistakes

Find out just what it takes

Find out 

A day

Makes

All the difference in the world.

Hopeless

Ever consider life is just not in your control

Life spins you til you can fathom where you are any more

Each day gets you discouraged until you just don't want to wake up

And knowing that there is a tomorrow just brings you down even more 

Despondency is a weight around you neck

Choking the very spirit from you

Draining your reality

Exhausting optimism

Depression reaches to irrational revelations

Pessimism becomes the lifeline to disillusionment

Discord and anarchy flourish

Chaos reigns

Despondent we scrutinize for a way out

Self-mutilation to some

Suicide finds solace for others

Change of scenery consoles few

In the deepest depths of our misery

Blackness is a consistency

Melancholy, anguish, discouragement over take us

This is hopelessness

Sunset

Shadow crept slowly, lengthened and spread

Sound was a whispers night crawlers fed

Quietly leaving it's place in the sky

It sank out of sight, I heard a loon cry.

Colours of crimson, violet. blue

Oranges, yellows their colour so true.

Light slowly faded, dark was on like a glove

Sun's other cousin came shining above.

There followed a symphony unique in it's own

You realize quickly your never alone.

Owls cry good evening, wolves howl ado

The miracle of life is really seen by so few.

As the Rain Falls

A place, a time, a dream

A place in time

A time to dream

As the rain falls

A dream, a hope, a love

A dream of hope

A hope to love

As the rain falls

A love, a need a kiss

A love I need

A need to kiss

As the rain falls

A kiss, a start, a life

A kiss to start

To start a life

As the rain falls

A life a wish a differance

A life we wish

A wish for differance

As the rain falls

Dreams

In my dreams

My thoughts become reality

Wishes and my fantasies

Castles and my nights in shining armor

Where dragons slain

A maiden saved

Where sunsets last forever

We have no second thoughts

No doubts

No resolutions

When even in my nightmares

Sub-thoughts rid them selves

Bring on the night and all its glory

Bring on the dreams and still it's story

For when daylight beacon's me

Thoughts only chance to be set free

Diminishes as dawns whispers call

As does another castle

Fall

Far Away

In stars at night and children's eyes

There is a land within that lays

Dungeons, dragons, maidens fare

Knights, and castle's in the air

Where evil fights and good guys win

Where hidden secretes lay within

Magic is the source of power

Midnight is the witching hour

In my heart I always long

To live a time where I belong

Riding on towards the sunset

Where new challenges will be met

King Arthur and his Lancelot

In battles with Black Knights they fought

They find the golden laden chest

Then does end another quest

But will be more stories told

Of Maidens fare and Knights so bold

In stars at night and children's eyes

There is a land within that lays

Lover

Follow me into dream filled days

And star lit nights

Escape with me into

Enchanting delights

Let me kiss away all

Troubles and fears

Think only of me as 

Ecstasy nears

Joining our bodies our

Souls, or mind

Together opening doors to

See what we'll find

Gently into the night we'll

Explore our disire

Awake to the light

Our passons on fire

Net Friends

We live in a world where we have n race

Our only prejudice is a closed mind

Our ears can not hear

But our voices can be heard

Our tongues can not speak

Though thoughts,emotions and what is needed to be said can be heard

It is our eyes that hear for us

Our hands do our talking

In the end when all is said and done

We open our minds, our hearts, our souls

And make room for faceless strangers

And every once in awhile you are lucky enough to find

A person who excepts you for who you are

Anger

Anger fills no void

Anger satisfies no craving

Anger feeds prejudice and ignorance

Anger has a mind of it's own 

It Feed revenge making it seem like the answer

Making it feel like it will solve hurt

Revenge solves nothing

Hate fills you with anger

Anger fills no void

If anger feed out heart

Hate fills out minds

Revenge lives our lives

Then we do not live

We are merely existing

Living only on hate

Loving nothing but hate

Wanting nothing but vengeance

Even thou we know

Anger fills no void

   Deception

You never knew who I really was only who you wanted me to be

Pushing your antiquated ideal of life

You have no idea how to treat people with respect

Stop filling my world with pain and strife

I can learn from the mistakes I have made 

I shut my heart off and opened my brain

Your childish games you can continue to play

You can't hurt me  or cause me pain

I don't care what you do anymore 

Blame other for short comings you possess

But go away and leave me to my life

And as they say "Man up" show a little finesse

I see you for what you are and not for what you pretend to be

I have been through this before you won't be the last

I see how you changed when you walked in my life

You are just another ghost the same as others from my past

There is no way you'll understand there is no truth,

There was no truth there was only a lie

Truth disappeared so cold and fast

Love never had a chance it was born to die