It baffles me that on here some of the common rules of being a friend go out the window. That instead of a supposed friend coming to you on here and saying hey I'm mad at you for doing this or that or upset with you, etc, etc...they just block me. Um sorry but in my life if a friend does something to bother me...I talk to them. I tell them what is up and give them the chance to explain themselves.
Today I'm going to be taking a closer look at everyone on my family list and removing people I don't think there is trust with. The reason why is cause the last person to block me yesterday was a family member, supposedly a good friend but they couldn't come talk to me and say they were mad? And the worst thing is...they are mad about me not RATING THEM. I even told them why I hadn't. Saturday night and all day Sunday and today...I've been sick. The one side of the back of my throat is so swollen. I mean it sticks about about 1/4 to 1/2 inch more than it should. It hurts just sitting here. It hurts like a knife being stuck in my neck when I try to swallow. So yesterday I just slept on and off because of how I felt. Plus we've had the body aches and chills to go with this.
So I told that to this friend because I wanted them to know I wasn't just blowing them off on getting them leveled. Meanwhile one of the few times I was on I did a quick pimpout for another friend only cause they had auto 11s for the first time and I knew it wouldn't take a lot to get them leveled.
But in no way did that mean I wasn't going to do what I said I would for the other friend. It pisses me off cause this person KNOWS I have gone out of my way to help them before. I'm just baffled and annoyed right now. And not feeling well doesn't help. I just really don't need this type of BS drama. If you call me a friend (and not just a friend on here for the sake of points and help when you need it)...then you should be adult enough and friend enough to come TALK to me if I've done something to upset you in any way. I'd show you that respect if the roles were reversed. It's not asking a lot. And now I'm gonna read some mail real quick and then go lay back down cause I don't feel good.
