I feel like you lied, though you said nothing at all.
I feel betrayed because you couldnt confide in me.
I feel uncertain because i dont know what reprecutions lie ahead.
I understand the difficulties and know that things happen that we can not or feel we can not control.
I worry daily although you may not know, but i am proud to know that you try
I can't protect you though I wish I could, and i can't make your decisions for you, when it comes to that i know i have to step aside.
My place is not to scream and yell but to stand beside you and help you up when and if ever you may fall.
I love you for who you are not for what you have done.
I care not because i have to but because i choose to.
I feel so much, much more than you know but most of all...
I feel ashamed because I could't ask you straight up or tell you this all to your face.
And i pretended that I didnt know, but no matter what happens know I love you and you will get through.
