When will it all disappear
This is the question in my mind tonight as I lay here, looking at the man that I love.
Have you ever just wondered is it all going to disappear and when you wake it will no longer be there,
Have you ever wonderd what you did to deserve what you have or got.
Well I am one that belives in carma, carma always comes back to you and she always will,
But the o so famus, Fait, what is fait. I really did not know untill he said it. didnt trust it.
now i say, go to sleep I need to wright, and I find my self second guessing everything I taught myself, and relizing that two of my friends whom are also my teachers are more right then i thought,
you see,
I see my self opening up more, I at times want to cry, but I don't, Why?
Why do i not just break
is he really my foundation, is it really my fait to be happy and loved?
well i you all leave with this......
Faith is what you and only you know
Love is something tha once found is so stroung you wonder every day is this real
When you wake and that person is there you know that it is true
and even if hes gone for two long and fustrationg weeks he comes home to you not to some little thing that you would have never known about enless he told you.
when hes gone your friends listen as you know its anyoying to them that you cant wait and you are actually counting the mins. down.
man I am lucky and I cant wait till everything just falls in place. when his home is mine or my home is his and the girls can have someone they can trully look up to, and i can just be ME.
