THE Texas Bitch's blog: "Just a little this a little that..."

Just an update....Yesterday they put me on midrin , naproxen 375 mg , skelaxin 800 mg nad lipitor..along with the 2 insulins , januvia, metformin, and altace.....My blood sugars are off the charts along with blood pressure and cholestorol....the dr says i have to get shit in order n lower all of this or my heart wont last 6 months..so there y'all go....I will be seein a surgeoub @ 9:15 Monday morning about the knot under my arm..My Dr doesnt wanna play around with it she wants it removed n then we will know more on what that is.... so thats about all i can tell u .. All the meds are making me sick i spent most pf last night throwin up everyting but my liver...But I am alive and I will be better soon. I wont be spending a lot of time online but ill stop by when i feel like it and let everyone know whats up n try n show some love! Have a great Rest of the week and have a kickin weekend!! ~*~HUGS N KISSES~*~ TB

the night is so dark and hot but not as in weather hot its hot because hes there with her tonight......Layin in each others arms knowin exactly what it is they want but neither of them makin the move to get there.......she leans and kisses him long slow deep kisses then his hands aresliding over her shoulders down across her breasts slowly across her stomach down her thighs all the way down her legs to her feet. then she can feel him kissing his way back up slow soft kisses with little nibbles here n there until he reaches the junction @ her thighs.. then he spreads her legs apart n slowly slides his tongue from the top of her pussy down ....he begins teasin her clit oh so lightly licking, softly biting oh the bittersweet torture. his tongue slides inside her she pushes against his face....Oh god yes ...Baby please dont stop she moans PLease...as she begs he slides a finger inside of ur curling it to hit her "g" spot as he works on her clit again..he feels her heat get greater he knows she on the edge about to fall over......he flicks his tongue pver her clit faster n slides inone more finger moving them in and out as fast as he can . Then he feels her begin to clench his fingers n he can taste her cum ..........he finers n licks til her orgasim is over she pulls his hand out of her n brings it to her lips..she looks directly in his eyes n starts suckin his fingers tasting herself. She moves pushing him back on his back.............she wastes NO time sliding her lips over his hard cock..she begins sucking n teasing with her tongue slow oh so slow up n down his cock ...........he grabs her wraping his hands in her hair......forcing her to move up n down is cock faster...........he begins to softly moan...then he pulls her lips off his cock n pulls her to straddle him. She barely lets the head of his cock touch her hot wetness shes teasing then in one swift movmemnt she slams down on his cock............Leanin fwd kissing him she begins to ride................slow n easy ....god hes so hard ....then she leans back n braces her hands on is thighs and rides harder........hes as deep inside her as he can be. she begins riding harder deeper not so much faster until he begs her to ride him fast ....she wants to cum all over his hard right n that moment...she lets go cumming hard all over him.............she moves off of him n sucks his cock tasting herelf again.....he pushes her away n puts her on all fours wraps his hands in her hair n yanks her back to his awaiting cock..he slides in her hot wet pussy easily @ 1st then he hears ..............Fuck me harder baby please fuck me harder......he pulls her head up by yankin back on her hair....Say it again he says..she replies fuck me harder! and he does he slams his hard cock in her over n over n over....he slams into her one last time and then hes over the edge cummin hard n heavy inside her as she is cumming on him one more time too....both of them screamin each others names barely breathing.........completely spent and over the edge......................she lays flat on her tummy n he lays behind her to the side half on her half off her..............he kisses her back n her shoulders................. she sighs............then they drift off to dream of one another in each others arms........................

My final closure to a game played so poorly.... Frail Destiny You broke a thousand hearts on your way to mine you tore through a thousand lonely souls and shattered a thousand dreams before a twist of fate brought you to my door Now you've moved on following the scent of loneliness down a trail of desperation to another victim one who smiles unaware just like I did in the months before But time will be kind to me as it is to most gentle souls though we break like twigs in the howling winds of today the rains of tomorrow make us strong and let us grow into a forest that can never be broken You will remain hollow, empty and weak even as I grow stronger and some day love will find you following the scent of your loneliness and it will break you with ease a rotten tree falling to a draft So even as I cry for you and nurse my broken heart I offer no words of anger nor carry any ill desires For your fate is your own and destiny spites you enough while I'll miss you on lonely nights I can not hate what I pity so much nor condem that which has condemned itself

Ok so instead of answering 300 questions about my health Im gonna do it all @ once in this blog... For those of u who didnt know I am diabetic...for the past month my Blood gluclose levels have been excessively high...When this happens it becomes a disease called DKA...Defination to follow.... {What Is Diabetic Ketoacidosis (DKA)? Someone who has high blood sugar can develop a serious problem with a serious-sounding name: diabetic ketoacidosis (say: kee-toh-ah-sih-doh-sis). This happens if the body gets desperate for a source of fuel. The body wants to use glucose (sugar). But without insulin, that glucose stays stuck in the blood — and isn't available to the cells — so the body uses fat instead. But that can sometimes cause problems. Why? Because when the body uses fat, chemicals called ketones (say: kee-tones) are produced. These ketones get into a person's blood and urine (pee) and they can make a person very sick. DKA is a very serious problem for people with diabetes, but the good news is that it can be prevented and treated. If the person doesn't get treatment to help get their blood sugar levels down to where they should be, he or she may go on to get the following symptoms of DKA and could even pass out: belly pain nausea or throwing up fruity-smelling breath trouble breathing confusion coma death} now with that said I an in the beginning stages of DKA basically its now getting the levels under control before the organs shut down..Today they put me on 2 types of insulin and 2 diabetic pills plus my blood pressure was sky high so now im on bloos pressure medication. the knot under my arm concerned the Dr so they are sending me to a surgeon to have it removed and hopefully it will be nothing serious...I will be going back to the Dr next Wed to see if the Blood gluclose levels are l;owering to a more normal level if not Im not sure what they will do ...but most likely Ill be hospitalized until they can get it settled down.. Thank you for the few people who left well wishes and get wells on my page and in my messages. I appreciate it very much! ~*~HUGS N KISSES~*~ TB

He leaves work & finds a note on his truck............written in red ....meet me at the local hotel room 213.......well why the hell not he thinks..he drives the the hotel parks his truck n walks to room 213.. on the door is an envelope............he opens it ..its the key...............he takes the key out and slowly opens the door.....There inside the room the girl he dreams of stands dressed in amazing black leather holdin a crop n a pair of cuffs..........he is instantly hard.......... she instructs him to take his clothes off................he follows her instruction n slides his clothes to the floor........she tosses the cuffs to him n instructs him to put them on in front..and he does...................... she grabs him by the cuffs n leads him to the edge of the bed.........................pushes him back n tickles him lightly from head to toe with the edge of the crop...............then she blindfolds him..............she grabs an ice cube slides it over him slowly then licks up the trails of water.....she slides another ice cube inher mouth then goes down on him...........sucking his hard thick cock deep with the hot n cold sensations @ the same time...hes pushing his hip up tryin to get deeper in her mouth.........god hes dying to see her mouth covering him n wrap his hands in her hair.............she begins sucking harder & deeper deep throating him..............using her tongue to caress him as she sucks................hes moaning her name going slowly over the edge. then she stops.............he feels her move away ..........then he feels her breath right on his ear telling him how good his cock tastes how much she loves it when h es deep in her throat.....hes slowly falling over the edge dying to feel her tight pussy over his hard cock.............he feels the cuffs release and the blind fold slides off ..............shes standing there naked holding the silk tie downs and the blind fold.....he grabs her n takes her to the bed ..its his turn now......he ties her firmly but gently to the 4 posts of the bed...........god shes gorgeous...........then he kisses her slding his tongue in h er mouth teasin her tongue........when he breaks the kiss he blindfolds her............he begins kissing her neck....soft light kisses she tries tomove but she cant shes his all his to pleasure how ever he chooses.... he kisses all the way down her left side down to her foot then begins back up on the right side all the way back to her ear...he whispers baby do ya like it n she whimpers n moans....he kisses back down her center stopping to tease her nipples into hard pebbles after he lavishes her breasts he moves ever so slowly down her tummy to the hot wet place between her leg he desires.........he barely slides his tongue across her... shes jerkin against the ties she wants to touch him ..he licks her barely one more time...god hes hard n dripping already ...he moves up on his knees right to her mouth n slides his cock across her lips letting her taste him ..then he moves back n begins teasing her clit with his tongue over n over again ...god shes so hot so wet n she tastes so good....he slides his tongue inside of her fucking her with his tongue ...............rubbin her clit with this fingers........then he slides 2 fingers in her n teases her clit with his tongue......shes yanking againt the ties screamin for more yet askin for mercy..shes almost there almost over the edge he knows her 1st orgasim is right there.. he teases her clit more n fingers her a lil harder then he feels her muscles begin to clench his fingers n then she lets go..........her whole body quivering shes cumming hard n wild...as she is cumming he slides in a glass dildo thats ice cold the sensation sends her into another orgasim immediately..........he slides his tongue in the edge of her pussy n tastes her cum ...OMG shes so sweet............then he unties her legs n gets between them on his knees n lets the head of his cock tease her hot soaking wet pussy...shes wrapping her legs around him trying to push him inside her he wont let it happen he barely slides his head in her then pulls out.....shes beggin now to feel him inside of her ALL of him buried in her hot wet pussy........then while shes beggin to feel him he slams all of his hard thick cock into her one swift hard thrust and as he knew she s cumming on him again DAMN shes fuckin hot when she comes ...screaming his name bucking against his cock. he does stop pounding into her as she cums ......he rips the blindfold off of her ..Look @ me he says and she does right in his eyes............her eyes finsih it for him OMG shes jusr beautiful all over.............she pushes up against him whispers his name looking right in his eyes and its over for him he slams i nto her o ne last time never looking away from her mystic eyes and then hes over the edge cumming inside her then she cums one lst time on him...............Neither of them ever experiencing anyting like that B4.............he unties her n lays beside her stroking her hair..so many things he wants to say so many things he wants to hear but none of it comes out...he kisses her as she drifts of in dreams he knows will be about him.............

Why should the wedding ring be worn on the fourth finger? There is a beautiful and convincing explanation given by the Chinese... Your Thumb represents your Parents Your Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings Your Middle finger represents your-Self (centered between all those around you) Your Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner & Your Last (Little) finger represents your children First, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back Second, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip (as shown in the figure below): Now, try to separate your thumbs (representing the parents)...they will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong, and have to leave you sooner or later. Please join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings)...., they will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have their own families and will have to lead their own separate lives. Now join the Index fingers and separate your Little fingers (representing your children)...., they will open too, because the children also will get married and settle down on their own some day. Finally, join your Little fingers, and try to separate your Ring fingers (representing your spouse). You will be surprised to see that you just CANNOT...because Husband & Wife have to remain together all their lives - through thick and thin!! ************************** Neat, huh? I wonder how many of you actually tried this? I did! It really works.

he knows shes sleeping but he wants her n he wants her NOW.......he goes to the bed leans over slides his tongue in her mouth kissing her deeply.............she stirs and looks @ him ............before she can say a word shes cuffed to the bed posts n tied to the foot of the bed...........He towers over her looking at her then he covers her eyes......he kisses every inch of skin licks every inch of skin ..teases her nipples to hard pebbles all before he slides down to her awaiting pussy.........he teases her with his tongue from her clit to her ass he licks ..shes all ready soaking wet n dying to be loose n touch him......suddenly she feels this cold against her clit n then slowly slide inside of her..OMG the coldness mixed with her heat ..he filled a condom with crushed ice n hes fuckin her with it.....he knows shes goin to cum so he grabs the candle n drips the hot wax on her clit as he fucks her with the cold..........She cums hard all over dripping wet she came so much...he knows shes had enough he uncuffs and unties her and she rips off the blind fold and slams into him like a tornado on a Kansas plain.......shes grasping scratching stroking every inch of him she can as she kisses him as if he is her last chance...............then she pushes him hard down on the bed before he can even hit the bed shes on her knees in front of him his hard throbbin cock in her wet willing mouth...she doesnt even tease him she just deep throats.....over n over taking him in.....suckin his cock like if she cant take it all n take it deep she will die his cock in her throat is the lifeline ot it all right now...hes thrusting into her mouth making her fuck him hard n rough with her mouth.........she slides a finger inher mouth n gets it soakin wet then slowly slides it in his ass.......OMG hes gonna cum already ......shes slowly finger fuckin his ass suckin his dick as if hes the last one on earth n he knows hes gonna cum all in her mouth ..............the pushes her head down as far as she can go on his dick and he explodes inher mouth and throat...............she swallows every drop he releases in her...................then she slides her finger outta his ass ..licks up n down his cock makin sure she got every drop of his cum...................she slides up his body looking right in his eyes leans over n kisses him ..tastin BOTH of them on their lips..............God shes gonna turn him on again..hes already getting hard again...... he can still feel the heat radiating from betweenher legs...he flips her over on all fours n slams into her fuckin her hard from behind.........then he slips out of that sweet pussy of hers n slides his hard cock in her tight ass...OMG sweet heaven he thinks....he slides 2 fingers in her wet pussy as hes fuckin her in the ass. shes moaning breathing hard and screaming HIS name....fuck me harder baby please fuck me harder...so he grabs her hips pulls her against him and slams his cock so far into her she can feel him in her throat from the bottom up..............she screams for him as she begins to cum he slams into her one time as her orgasim hits and hes cumming in her again....all in that tight sweet ass of hers................they collapse to the matress . he kisses the back of her neck n slides off of her.........she rolls n looks @ him he winks.....she grins.....n quietly says WOW BABY that was incredible ...he agrees........he pulls h er into his arms n holds her n waits for her to drift off to sleep ....as soon as she does he whispers I love you angel you will never know how i feel inmy heart but i have to let it out somehow... the one thing he didnt know letting go of his heart like that was he heard him and she knows but she will never tell himhow she feels its easier to fuck n not feel n thats what she will let him continue to believe..........................

The night is so quiet and she is missing him so much..He had to work late again..so she waits for him and as she waits she sits on the sofa and reads her book. her eyes slowly begin to drift down taking her away into a dream world where love is perfect and time stands still..She dreams of long southern night making love to the man she so loves his hands her hands their bodies entwined..oh what a wonderful dream ...then she feels lips on her thighs her eyes flutter open and she sees his head slowly kissing down her legs and back up again...she whispers softly his name and he looks at her then kssies his way to her lips...they kiss softly then tilt their heads to have further acess as their tongues begin a dance with ne another..her hands grasp his head and shoulders n the kiss gets deeper and deeper they finally they break away to get their breath.....Her hands raom his chest down to his waist to skim across his hardened cock..she hears his intake of breath so she pops open the button on his jeans and slides the zipper down lettin her hand find the bare naked head of his hard throbbing cock.....he wraps his hand in her hair and kisses her as if his life depends on it..she slides his pants down to feel all of him in her hand as she strokes him...he pulls away and removes her clothes slowly kissing and teasing as he goes then there they are naked wanting ....as much as they both are tryin to make this slow and lovimng they both know hte heat is to much and it is gonna overwhelm them...she moves toward the bed room her eyes never leaving his he follows she backs herself to the bed opens her arms to call him to her..he moves to her lays down beside her admiring her for all she is ...they kiss they caress her head goes down and he feels her mouth wrap around his throbbing cock suckinf stroking teasing her tongue teasing him as well as her lips as she takes all of him in her mouth and throat. Her breasts teasng as they gently touch him as well....then she stops sits up and throws her leg over him postioning herself over his cock...she slowly slides down on him ..all of him filling her then she moves slowly teasingly grinding riding loving all @ the same time ...the longer she moves the harder n faster it gets her back arches she leans back to take all of him as deep as she can inside her and she bucks on his hard cock she rides like there will never be another time between them her tits bouncing her ass slamming on his thighs and her hair tickling every time her ass bounces.....he grabs her hips slamming her up n and down on him then he feels her tighten and her maons get louder and she begins calling his name he feels her cum hot wet on his cock dripping to his balls and that sends him over the edge he grabs her n slams into her one more time and when he does he is cumming inside her mixing his heat with hers....they are spent she lays down on his chest kissing him softly then she whispers I love you baby and you here with me is beter than any dream i have but ill dream anytime as long as i awaken like this with you....

I hold your image in my thoughts, your body, the curve of your breasts and your perfect skin; the thoughts making me wet. The memories of your last touch are still etched in my mind. I let my hands wander, over my shirt, as I lay alone in my bed wishing I was with you. I find my breasts and circle my fingers on top of the material, until I feel my nipples stand hard pressing against my touch. Slowly I slide off my shirt in one solid movement. I don't need clothes for what I have in mind. The thing I need to do, to satisfy my want. My fingers find my nipples once more, twisting them, pinching them making them hard. Squeezing them until their ache is matched by one between my legs My hands move down further. Move down to the nakedness below my waist. To the source of my heat, the place I long for your touch. My fingers slide over myself, teasing my body and not giving in to what I desire, just yet. I slide my hands down to my thighs drawing my fingernails along the soft inner flesh. It makes me hold my breath as my pleasure mixes with a touch of pain, thinking it is you. Thinking it is you hurting me and Making me want you more. I reach the place I was after and let my hand rest over my mound. My smooth shaven skin touched with the beginnings of dampness, anyone could see how much I want you. A single finger slides along the outside of my slit; soon it is covered in wetness, ready to take my need a step further. I slip it between my lips. Taking a breath as I feel how hot and wet I have really become. I let this single finger slide up my pussy, gently over my opening in one movement, barely touching my skin until I reach my clit. My clit is throbbing and hot, screaming for me to touch it. Slowly I let my finger reach what I want, as slowly at first I start to stroke at my clit. I feel the pressure mounting; driving me toward the edge, but I am not ready for that yet. I let my other hand find my second point of desire; covering it in my wetness I let my fingers tease the hole. I want to make this last as I hold onto the image of you. I picture your tongue sliding over me, tasting how much I want you. Knowing that in the presence of you I am helpless. I push a finger inside of me and then follow it with another sliding them in deep and hard. I fuck myself with my fingers. Pushing in and out, curling them around inside of me all the time thinking it is you. I want to take more; I need my pleasure to mix with pain. I need it to mirror the ecstasy and pain you cause me. I push in a third finger and try for another; all the while the fingers on my clit match the movements inside of me. My movements get faster, harder and more urgent. I arch my back as I let your name escape form my lips. Moaning and sweating I feel myself get closer. Closer to what I wish you could give me and closer to what I need. I am soaking, the wetness your image gives me. It drips down my wrist and onto my thighs. I can't hold it any longer, my body gives in, gives into the dirty desire. Wave after wave hits me. My whole body shudders and my mind is lost in your image. Inside my head, a secret world of longing exists. Moaning and screaming, I finally have what I wanted and even though I am totally exhausted... I still crave your touch.