THE Texas Bitch's blog: "Just a little this a little that..."

If y'all do not see Kevin on for a few days dont worry! He is having some persoinal issues @ home right now and dealing with a few things and probably wont be on a whole lot! I just wanted to let everyone know because i know there are some of his friends he is pretty close with ! Thanks for reading this and if anyone has Messages just holler @ me and I will pass them on to him!! Mel ..Texas Bitch PLEASE REPOST THIS so it can circulate n hit most of his friends family n fans!

Before I was a Mom I never learned the words to a lullaby. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Drooled on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple little grin. I never sat up for hours watching a baby sleep. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside my body. I didn't know that bond between a mother and her child. I didn't know that something so small could make me feel so important and happy. I had never known the warmth, The joy, The love, The heartache, The wonderment or the satisfaction of being a Mom. I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much before I was a Mom.

IF A MAN WANTS YOU If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate from his. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later. You cannot change a man's behavior. Change comes from within. Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less. Never let a man define who you are. Never borrow someone else's man. Oh Lord!? If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you. All men are NOT dogs. You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a two-way street. You need time to heal between relationships............there is nothing cute about baggage... deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you....a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals...look for someone complimentary...not supplementary. Dating is fun....even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr.. Right. Make him miss you sometimes...when a man always know where you are, and your always readily available to him- he takes it for granted. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others. Share this with other ladies..... You'll make someone SMILE, another RETHINK her choices, and another woman PREPARE. They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them. BY THE WAY, THIS WAS WRITTEN BY A MAN, SO TAKE A HINT..............

HI everyone..Im sure most of u have heard Im home Im just very sore. The arm tumor was removed with ease . but the hip was much bigger and deeper than expected and took almot 2 hours alone. So it hurts to sit or walk or lie down on the right side, But Im ok. I still wont be one a lot til i heal a lil more but ill check in periodically...Thanks to the ones wo sent get well wishes! I love ya much and i appreciate it!!! ~*~HUGS N KISSES~*~ Mel

Y'all cross ur fingers they can remove both tumors with out any issues!! Im heading out surgery is @ 10:30..........Y'all dont do nuttin I wouldnt do while Im gone!! Ill be back sharing love as soon as I can!! ~*~HUGS N KISSES~*~ Mel AKA Texas Bitch

I know i have been lacking @ leaving comments and messages n showin the love u all deserve but Ive been stressing so bdly over my surgery Monday Ive made myself sick basically. I havent been online a whole lot and I want to say Im sorry for not showing y'all how much i appreciate each of you.... I have surgery Monday morning @ 10:30 am if all goes well it will be a day surgery and I can come home and I PROMISE as soon as Im feeling more like myself Ill be back showering as much love as I can! Thank all of ya for being here n showin me love I do really appreciate it!! MUCH MUCH MUCH LOVE!!! Mel { Texas Bitch }

She is a restless woman, feeling sexually unfulfilled, hungering for touch, the sound of heavy breathing, the smell of a man . . . his taste in her mouth. Neglected in her own bed, frustrated in her own expression, shamed for her excess, craving now the freedom to explore wanting now the freedom to explode, needing a man’s passion to set her free. How long can she wait, how long deny her instincts, curb her desire, smother that sweet fire that burns between her thighs . . . unattended for so long. Today, perhaps, she will find expression, perhaps today she will feel a hand reach out and know she is free to touch fingertips, to interlock fingers, to pull the man to her breasts and press her eager lips to his. Today, perhaps, she will stir his desire, and feel hers stir in response to his, and perhaps today she will take him into her his body, his soul, his essence and she will feel wanted and she will find completion

I doubt anyone will do this BUT id like to see if anyone does....all u have to do is fill in the blanks and send it to me....... Dear _____, Love,I have some confessions to make. Brace yourself. I want to lie--I want to lie in bed next to you and feel your ____ body against mine. I want to cheat--I want to break all the rules and give you one of the hottest, steamiest nights of ________ you've ever had. I want to steal--I want to steal your heart and soul and make you thrill to my every ________ as I make _________ to you. And last, I want a divorce--I want to divorce life and leave the whole ________ behind, and focus only on you and how good I can make you ________. Love, ________

The surgery is scheduled for Sept 10, 2007 @ 10:30 am. Just wanted to let anyone who was concerned know... TB

When you're from Texas, people that you meet ask you questions like: "Do you have any cows?" "Do you have horses?" "Bet you got a bunch of guns, eh?" They all want to know if you've been to Southfork. They watched Dallas. Have you ever looked at a map of the world? Look at Texas with me just for a second. That picture, with the Panhandle and the Gulf Coast, and the Red River and the Rio Grande is as much a part of you as anything ever will be. As soon as anyone anywhere in the world looks at it they know what it is. It's Texas. Pick any kid off the street in Japan and draw him a picture of Texas in the dirt and he'll know what it is. What happens if I show you a picture of any other state? You might get it maybe after a second or two, but who else would? And even if you do, does it ever stir any feelings in you? In every man, woman and child on this planet, there is a person who wishes just once he could be a real live Texan and get up on a horse or ride off in a pickup. There is some little bit of Texas in everyone. Did you ever hear anyone in a bar go, "Wow...so you're from Iowa? Cool, tell me about it?" Do you know why? Because there's no place like Texas. Texas is the Alamo. Texas is 183 men standing in a church, facing thousands of Mexican nationals, fighting for freedom, who had the chance to walk out and save themselves, but stayed instead to fight and die for the cause of freedom. We send our kids to schools named William B. Travis and James Bowie and Crockett and do you know why? Because those men saw a line in the sand and they decided to cross it and be heroes. John Wayne paid to do the movie himself. That is the Spirit of Texas. Texas is Sam Houston capturing Santa Anna at San Jacinto. Texas is "Juneteenth" and Texas Independence Day. Texas is huge! Forests of Piney Woods like the Davy Crockett National Forest. Texas is breathtaking mountains in the Big Bend. Texas is the unparalleled beauty of bluebonnet fields in the Texas Hill Country. Texas is the beautiful, warm beaches of the Gulf Coast of South Texas. Texas is the shiny skyscrapers in Houston and Dallas. Texas is world record bass from places like Lake Fork. Texas is Mexican food like nowhere else, not even Mexico. Texas is the Fort Worth Stockyards, Bass Hall, the Ballpark in Arlington and the Astrodome. Texas is larger-than-life legends like Michael DeBakey, Denton Cooley, Willie Nelson, Buddy Holly, Waylon Jennings, Janis Joplin, Kris Kristofferson, Tom Landry, Darrell Royal, ZZ Top, Eric Dickerson, Earl Campbell, Nolan Ryan, Lance Armstrong, Speaker Sam Rayburn, Presidents George H. W. & George W.Bush, & Lyndon B. Johnson. Texas is great companies like Dell Computer, Texas Instruments and Compaq. And LOCKHEED MARTIN AEROSPACE, Home of the F-16 Jet Fighter and the JSF Fighter. Texas is NASA. Texas is huge herds of cattle and miles of crops. Texas is skies blackened with doves, and fields full of deer. Texas is a place where towns and cities shut down to watch the local High School Football game on Friday nights and for the Cowboys on Monday Night Football, and for the Night In Old San Antonio River Parade in San Antonio. Texas is ocean beaches, deserts, lakes and rivers, mountains and prairies, and modern cities. If you can't find it inTexas, you probably don't need it. No one does anything bigger or better than it's done in Texas. By federal law, Texas is the only state in the U.S. that can fly its flag at the same height as the U.S. flag. Think about that for a second. You fly the Stars & Stripes at 20 feet in Maryland, California, or Maine and your state flag, whatever it is, goes at 17 feet. You fly the Stars and Stripes in front of Big Sandy High School in Polk County or anyplace else at 20 feet, the Lone Star flies at the same height - 20 feet. Do you know why? Because it is the only state that was a republic before it became a state. Also, being a Texan is as high as being an American down here. Our capitol is the only one in the country that is taller than the capitol building in Washington, D.C. and we can divide our state into five states at any time if we wanted to! We included these things as part of the deal when we came on. That's the best part, right there. Texas even has its own power grid!! If you are a REAL TEXAN you won't even need to be told to pass this on!