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These are a few poems i wrote over the weekend, let me know what you think.. Thanks, Kristal Follow me, release your love, Join me at love's Elysium. Envisage my body neatly buried Beneath the petals of your seduction. Reveal to me your secret desires, Encompass your warmth around my soul. Dance with me, chant my name, Feel the passion burn within. Embrace this moment, as we two Indulge in love's rapture. Warmth of hand Tender touch Memories, fantasies Miss you much Stolen smile Telling heart Too much time Spent apart Choking tears Amongst regret Passing time Destiny set Open book In your eyes Longing love No more cries Together for almost a year We only had a few months to go You told me things aren't working out You tell me to move on and to go out and have fun My life with you was the most memorable Now that you aren't mine to hold and love My life is crashing down I'm lost without you dear... This was my worst fear You used to hold me close but now you push me away In the pit of darkness I'm gonna stay Now that you're gone I can't see whats ahead of me Here he comes to pick me up and heal my heart.. Now you come back and say you love me Well guess what,sweetie,my heart isn't a toy You played with it last time..you're not goin to again You pull me in then push me away he doesn't play mind games or toy with my heart I'm lost without you in my life but I don't want to be hurt you're my friend and only that now... my heart is going to stay locked up in this case you left me for here and now i'm staying away... don't cry for me i may be lost without you but i'll keep on going My heart pauses only to pray to the heavens for stolen moments and tender touches from you. It wishes and wishes For you to stay, even mere seconds longer before you go away, before I take your picture as you sleep, to capture a memory for my heart to keep. Stay with me, it screams. But even pictures fade, love, you say. Stars burn out and in my mind, you're wrapped in darkness of doubt. But in the stillness once you're gone my heart whispers I'm still your's even when the light is out. I want you to look into my eyes and push my hair to the side Your hands on my waist and slowly they would slide For the first time we would kiss each time better then the last You tell me that you love me and my heart starts beating really fast I think of you day and night being with you feels so right All i talk about is you i found out you do the same thing to We hardly ever get to speak and i keep so much inside I need you there for me For you are the one in which i confide I can't stand seeing you and not being able to feel your touch Hopefully soon we'd be together and i wouldnt hold back as such My feelings for you will never change and i hope you feel the same way to I want you to know that your my one and only and all i want is you Love is gone. Love is found. A never ending game. You fight. You break up. You move on to the next guy. Until you find "him" "The One" "Your soul mate" How long will it take? Only a couple months? A couple years? A couple decades? How long until "he" comes along? Some may never find theirs. Others in a very short time, Possibly with their very first date. Love gone. Love found. A never ending game. Your still the one i dream about even after all this time i always try to move on but some how i just can't go through it i pretend i moved on, but every time we start talking or even look at each other all the feelings i thought i once got rid of came back are we still in love with each other? i know my love towards you won't ever change but is your love towards me still the same? your still the one i can't over i don't know why but some how it feels like you but a spell on me, that has no spell to change it back on my mind is you all day i try to pay attention but some how you make me forget about everything else your still the one i love it's been years that i have the first time i saw you, i knew you where the one, that i would fall for the one that i cryed my eyes for the one that taught me love the one i stayed up all night to think of you know that song by brandy- have you ever? will i can absolutely say that i have If I had ONE WISH, we would be best friends Love would never end, it would just begin If I had ONE WISH, you would be my boo Promise to love you, trust me I'll trust you If I had ONE WISH, we would run away Making love all day, If I had ONE WISH, I'd make you my whole life And you'd be my wife, make it right this time If I had ONE WISH Have you ever loved someone so deeply? Have you ever looked into their eyes and seen their heart? Have you ever wished just to hold them? Have you ever thrilled at the possibility to lose them? Have you found a life with them, and have you learnt how to live it, because of them? Have you noticed the sparkling stars with them by your side? Have you felt utterly nothing without them? I have. i'll put up my heart for the lending Just for a fairly tale ending The good & bad, tears & laughter and happily ever after Show me what's in my tarot Give me cupid's famous arrow Give me this thing called love My mind always wanders To a place I wish to be. I ponder you and I, But I guess I'll have to see. I imagine what I wish would happen, Just to remember it isn't true. I can dream as much as I want, Although, But I'll still never have you. There are moments when I question, Would you really dare? Could you even care? Could I be worth your time? The answer in my dreams is true You always end up with me, But inside a real world analogy These thoughts can never be. You do not know what you do to me Everything you say scares me Inside it hurts You just do not understand I can not explain it The way I feel The fact that I can’t tell anyone Without them laughing at me Or mocking me You do not know what its like to be me You do not want to know Believe me It just might make you realize something When you scared of things You hold back Until you sure that you can’t get hurt But when will I ever be able to stop holding back I have these feelings, deep inside Feelings that I have to hide I don't know if he feels that way too And I don't know what to do When he's around it feels so right I dream about what we can do And all the things we can pursue I yearn just to feel his touch And when he leaves, I miss him so much I want to feel his lips against mine And feel our bodies intertwine So for now I'll love him from afar One day I'll express how special you are So until then I'll retain this rush After all this time and all my tears I have come to realize that no matter what i do i will never be good enough for you so I will take my heart and find someone new but no one in the world could compare to you. When we met, you said you could never love me For you loved once and your heart had been destroyed I told not to worry, that I would not fall for you either Yet somewhere in our one night stand I found something I had never had before A sense of passion that captivated me You held me tighter then any one had ever before Kissed me with more passion then I had ever known Touched me in ways that tranquilized my soul Your words so sweet upon my ears You kiss so sweet upon my lips One night lead into many more One time was to many and a million years Will never be enough to show just how I feel Falling for you was wrong for you do not love me Or do you That is the question to which you do not know the answer But I feel I do For if you did not, why do you return time and again Into my arms into my heart into my secret place A world I hold so dear and now just for you Forever I shall wait until you see the truth inside your heart That will show you just what I mean When I say I know, I am the one that can mend your broken heart And until then I'll contain my crush. For some reason I want you. I really wish you knew. You not wanting me is something I know. I wish you were here. If you don't want me to be yours just say no. I'm sick of you saying I don't know. Really what is wrong with me. Now I'm feeling so silly. I'm wishing you were here. I'm trying to hold back all the tears. I guess I'm not what your looking for. But your everything I want and more. Even thou I'm not the type of person you date. I don't understand why I should wait. I didn't know liking you could or would be so severe. And yet here I am .. I'm still wishing you were here.

Thank you all

I just wanted to say a quick ty to every one for their well wishes, thoughs and prayers. Some of you may know my grandmother has been very sick and wel she passed away on Monday the 13th of August at 1:38 pm. I just want to say thank you again.. take care and god bless. thediamonddew.com
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Am I A Fireman Yet??.... Have a tissue at hand!! (This is a true story.) Am I A Fireman Yet?? In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year > old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness,she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up and fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true. She took her son' s hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life? " Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire Department in Phoenix , Arizona , where she met fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix. She explained her son's final wish and asked if it might be possible to gi! ve her 6 year-old son a ride around the block on a fire engine. Fireman Bob said, "Look, we can do better than that. If you'll have your son ready at seven o'clock Wednesday morning, we'll make him an honorary fireman for the whole day. He can come down to the fire station, eat with us, go out on all the fire calls, the whole nine yards! And if you'll give us his sizes, we'll get a real fire uniform for him, with a real fire hat - not a toy -- one-with the emblem of the Phoenix Fire Department on it, a yellow slicker like we wear and rubber boots." “hey're all manufactured right here in Phoenix , so we can get them fast." Three days later fireman Bob picked up Billy, dressed him in his uniform and escorted him from his hospital bed to the waiting hook and ladder truck. Billy got to sit on the back of the truck and help steer it back to the fire station.! ;He was in heaven. There were three fire calls in Phoenix that day and Billy got to go out on all three calls. He rode in the different fire engines, the Paramedic's' van, and even the fire chief's car. He was also videotaped for the local news program. Having his dream come true, with all the love and attention that was lavished upon him, so deeply touched Billy, that he lived three months longer than any doctor thought possible. One night all of his vital signs began to drop dramatically and the head nurse, who believed in the hospice concept - that no one should die alone, began to call the family members to the hospital. Then she remembered the day Billy had spent as a fireman, so she called the fire chief and asked if it would be possible to send a fireman in uniform to the hospital to be with Billy as he made his transition. The chief re! plied, "We can do better than that. We'll be there in five minutes. Will you please do me a favor? When you hear the sirens screaming and see the lights flashing, will you announce over the PA system that there is not a fire?" "It's the department coming to see one of its finest members one more time. And will you open the window to his room?" About five minutes later a hook and ladder truck arrived at the hospital and extended its ladder up to Billy's third floor open window--------16 fire-fighters climbed up the ladder into Billy's room. With his mother's permission, they hugged him and held him and told him how much they LOVED him. With his dying breath, Billy looked up at the fire chief and said, "Chief, am I really a fireman now?" "Billy, you are, and the Head Chief, Jesus, is holding your hand," the chief said. With those words, Billy smiled and said, "! I know, He's been holding my hand all day, and the angels have been singing." He closed his eyes one last time. My instructions were to send this to at least four people that I wanted God to bless and I picked you. Please pass this to at least four people you want to be blessed. This story is powerful and there is nothing attached, PLEASE do not break this pattern; uplifting stories are one of the best gifts we receive. There is no cost, but a lot of rewards, let's continue to uplift one another

Apologizing

It has come to me that I have been looking at people's pages sometimes often more then once.. If it has offended anyone I apologize.. it isn't that I do it on purpose, I click on peoples pages to vote on them and so fourth.. Trying to figure all this out still and trying to find a way to make sure I do not click on the same peoples pages again and again..... Again if I have offended anyone I apologize for that. Krizz
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