okie...
so its been a while since i have written in here...
first off... im single... and have been for about 2 months now...
i told phillip that i was pregnant and he ran! like the coward he is... and im not trying to be mean but its true... he kept coming up with reasons as to why we shouldnt get married... so yea... he already has a new girlfriend... we were together for 17 months... so yea...
Hayven is walking and talking all the time now... she has 12 teeth now... its crazy to see how much she has grown in the 14 months that she has been on this earth...
i went in for a DNA test over a month ago with hayven... but i dont know if her father went in or not... i guess ill be finding out here really soon...
i have just been trying to live it one day at a time... mainly because if i try to dweel on the past then i just get overwhelmed and things get bad...
so things are hopefully gunna start to go up... because i am just trying to move on with my life... even tho its hard... but im trying... so yea...
