I've been a fighter all my life
Now I'm tempted to end it by the edge of a knife.
I've been through hell and back
My strength has now began to lack
I'm exhausted and tired
now I've lost my job, I was fired
I've lost my home and all my stuff
there's nothing left, it's just too tough
Nightmares wake me in a cold sweat
At least I lived with no regret
So many times I should have died
Too stubborn to die, too much pride
My pride is vanished now, nothing remains
I'm ready to go so I feel no more pains
I'm so sick of this life I've led
I know I'd be better off just dead
I can not eat, I can not sleep
instead I starve and lay awake and weep
I'm alone, hungry, tired and cold
I've got nothing left in this life to hold
I had my chances, I never got things right
I fought for so long with all my might
I'm done with all this pain and dispair
My life simply was not fair
I'm in too much pain and sorrow
please give me a gun to borrow
The reaper is coming, I feel him near
It wont be long before he's here
He failed to find me before, I welcome this fate
When he arrives, I'll tell him he's late
No goodbye's I wouldn't know how
I'm here reaper, come for me now!
