Its Been Awhile
Staind
(Break The Cycle)
It's been awhile since I could hold my head up high
It's been awhile since I first saw you
It's been awhile since I could stand on my own two feet again
It's been awhile since I could call you
And everything I can't
remember as fucked up as it
all may seem the consequences
that I've rendered I've stretched
myself beyond my means
It's been awhile since I could say that I wasn't addicted and
It's been awhile since I could say I love myself as well
It's been awhile since I've gone and fucked things
up just like I always do
It's been awhile but all that shit seems to
disappear when I'm with you
And everything I can't remember
as fucked up as it all may seem
The consequences that I've rendered,
I've gone and fucked things up again.
Why must I feel this way
Just make this go away,
Just one more peaceful day
It's been awhile since I could look at myself straight
It's been awhile since I said I'm sorry
It's been awhile since I've seen the way
the candles light your face
It's been awhile but I can still remember
just the way you taste
And everything I can't remember as
fucked up as it all may seem to be
I know it's me I cannot blame this on my
father he did the best he could for me
It's been awhile
Since I could hold my head up high
and it's been awhile since I said
I'm sorry