I have been back and forth between my faith and now realize that I believe that there is a higher being however....I don't want to deal with the Christian belief. Half of what we know today was corrupted by roman politics and converted symbols from the so called "pagans" and I love how a person can heal the sick and be called a witch but Jesus could heal the sick and it was a miracle! They both come from the same thing. The true message has been lost over the years so who knows what we are actually reading! I choose to believe in the laws of the universe! The laws of attraction! You think it, you receive it! You get back what you receieve! Even the bible states that and most if not all religions believe in that! I will just live my life the best I can and know that I am in control of my life and that I am the one who has to make changes and make my life better! I am not going to sit back and wait for someone else to do it.