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| | Intervention or Back The ~F~ Off ? |
| created @ 06/14/2007 12:47 pm |
| mum expired. [EVERYONE] |
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this is gonna be 1 pissed off mum so forgive before you read.
hasnt been quite a year since my brother was killed in a motorcycle
wreck., cant call it an accident because it was not. he was killed
by a drunk driver as posted in my profile.....
he and i was very close, we worked side by side for many years on
a day to day basis, he was as i had written the strongest inspiration
in my life encouraging me to continue my passion for customizing and
building harleys. i am having strong issues concerning his death.
ive yet been able to sign the Will that included myself and his
16 year old daughter.. and trust me she's not going w/out. but i refuse
to run to the attorney's office and sign anything yet, or go through
his personal items and his lock box..
i am NOT in denial that he is gone , i live w/ it daily knowing ill
never see his smile, give or recieve a hug from him, hear his laughter,
watch him socialize w/ our friends and family. i dont imagine him being
here because i know he's not.. but i miss him strongly and my heart is
broken. i seen him as he flew in the air off his bike when hit and crash
into the pavement, i held his hand while taken his last breath of life..
yesterday my best real life friend decides to contact my best online
friend discussing the issues, stating i need to except that he's gone..
i have . i do daily, before i close my shop i have some of my closiest
friends there surrounding me encouraging me not to leave the state and
stayin here to work on my issues about my brothers death, and learning
to LET GO.. LET GO OF WHAT ? my memories, my feelings, my heart,
personally let me deal w/ my loss in the way i know how. an back the fk
off.. dont tell me how to feel or to deal w/ this matter.
please give me some feedback. i need outsiders opinions desperately...
before i seriously go off the deep end totally hurt someone for
interfering in my life... |
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