You know, its easy for a woman who is hurting, and feeling alone, to think that someone on a site like this, who befriends her and says nice things, and to believe someone really cares about her. But the truth is, that men are on here to spend their free time, flirting and talking, and saying romantic stuff, knowing that there are 1000 other women here to talk to next. I am dumb enuff to think someone far away in another country could actually care about me, when they dont know me from Adam. I feel hurt and sad...sadder than I did to begin with. I am quite tired of being unhappy, in an unhappy marriage, jus going thru the motions, and thinking things will change. I dont know why I even came to fubar. I did meet a fantastic guy, young...too young for me, but yet someone I understand and who understands me, and who I can relate to. We have talked on the phone a bunch of times, and I care about him and whats going on in his life...and I know he feels the same. And he's actually decent enuff not to string me along...when we realized our feelings were changing alittle, he was smart enuff to let me go, and I him....so that we can just restore our original friendship. He's only 22. I am glad I met him.
I may not visit here anymore. I met great ppl in the lounge I visit, but this place is just another heartbreak I really dont need. Its prolly the wrong time in my life to be here. I am tired of crying and hurting, and being dumb and vulnerable.
