ironcrosslady's blog: "inspired"

Alright yeah I'm ranting, if you dont wanna read it leave now!!! I'm sick to death of trying to make everyone around me happy. Trying to say just the right thing so no one gets their feelings hurt... You know what FUCK YOU!!! There are only 2 people in this world I need to make happy & those people would be my son & myself. Recently a friend of mine encouraged me to stand up for myself, & you know what he was right... I do need to stand up for myself & quit letting people walk all over me. I'm no longer the fuckin doormat. If I hurt your feelings sorry about your luck, get over it, its not the end of the world. I promise life will go on... if you're lucky. Ok & now I'm done... Thank you come again

You: you came so quickly into my life and turned everything upside down for once i felt i was alive not like any moment i could drown you made everything feel so right your words always true my days were full and bright as abruptly as you came you are now gone nothing will be the same you are my fantasy you are my escape from this hell called reality i wont say i cant live without you because i know i can i know i just dont want to i need you here i dont know what it is you do i need you close to me still in my arms, in my life if it is your will i fall too fast i cling too hard hoping it will last maybe even tomorrow you will be here to ease my sorrow happiness is all i want for you love in life and everything you do i wish it could be with me even if it cant i want you to see i will be here for you always whatever you should choose for the rest of your days everything in life i do will be for one person and that person is you