Heartbreaker's blog: "Inside my head"

Well lets see, Im still not having any luck in the guy catagory, so I think I might take my older sisters advice...forget about men for a little bit...no she isnt telling me to turn to girls...shes tellin me to take a break and focus on work. Speaking of work I work for Liberty Tax Service. Well I haven't done anyones tax return yet but I've done practice ones, its fun sometimes a little hard but for the most part its fun. Uhm, thats pretty much a little update on me. So there ya go.

Relationship. Like two weeks, I think thats a record. We broke up because I'm "anti-social". But I mean how can you expect someone who is unbelievebly shy to just talk to people you just met as if you known them your whole life? It just doesn't happen. I have to observe the kind of person they are, and its not like they were exactly talking to me either. They all work together, and I just met them. Oh yeah also because I'm a picky eater. I can't help what my taste buds like or don't like.

Well we took a trip to Fayetteville I went there to look for a present for my brother. But a lot of fun and funny things happen. I'm just going to type things...not explain them so if you don't get them sorry. You can always ask too. Anyways here it goes. "Jen is like Hitler" "Ask for tickle me Elmo" "Do you have tickle me elbow?" "You know what they say about big feet?"..stranger walks by "It sucks" "Those aren't horses they are big reindeer." "Jen is walking to get some food." *She walked pass the car* "wheres the phone?" "Why?" *in whiny voice "I want to talk to my brother" Stacy hits her head on the glass window trying to check out the Army guy "Oh my God they have lil caesers here!" The military man barking... The old lady fart.. "I would have claimed it" "She out did the cats" I was dancing with the stuffed animals in toys and two army guys walked by and laughed "Wheres my airhead?".."Sitting next to you." *whispers* "He is in the Airforce" *About the AF guy* "He smiled at mom not you Heather." "Get your lazy ass out of the car and get your own pop." "STOP ELBOWING MY BOOB!!" "Oh I blocked it!" "He is use to working with a dumb blonde" "Idiot." "Mom did you just call me an Idiot?" "Well tell Jen she can go to Ft. Bragg." "Yeah I know I can." "Oh" Jen hit my butt and I said "ooo" "I got a finger." The way he laugh "huht" "There was this guy in the military, he was shorter then me." "You're special cause you were blessed by me." "Do we have rudolph?" "We don't have the Grinch." "WHAT?!" Singing My Wish off key... "Bleh"...kid in the car "I'm going to rub his head now" "It looks like a booger" "You have a booger." "My eyebrow can touch my nose." "I'm going to braid it" "Is that Hank?" and last but not least.... The Santa Dildo so yeah that is some stuff from te Fayetteville trip. If you have any questions or want to know anything about any of those...I'll tell ya if you ask. Thanks for reading.

Okay so I met Mike a couple of years ago online. He was stationed in Texas then Korea. But about two weeks ago well a lil over two weeks we met in person because he got stationed 2 hours away from me. And I made him meet everyone before we went out so they could explain to the cops what he looked like if I didn't come back lol. Anyways, we had a fun lil date and he stayed for a bit and talked to the family. Well this past weekend me and my family went to the city where he is stationed at and he spent the two days with us. Lots of laughs and sarcasum (Jen and Stacy). My mom and sisters drilled him. And Even asked if we were boyfriend-girlfriend, they knew we were dating but not even I knew what he considered dating. So he said yeah boyfriend-girlfriend. So Mike would be the new boyfriend. Likes me for me and not something that I can't change about myself. (Long Story dont ask). Anyways I just wanted to put up a lil update because its been awhile. Well thanks for reading!

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Well first off I got a job with Liberty tax. I don't start until Jan. though but I mean thats because thats when people get their W-2s. But I'll be the youngest person working there. The lady who hired me she like loves me I mean like a daughter or something. lol during my interview she said "You're smart, attractive, young, I think you would do well here." I think that means she wants me to bring in the younger single men lol. Anyway I'm pretty excited. Well something else that recently happend...I had another ex bf ask me to marry him. I don't think he is serious but he says he is. Well he sorta made it clear he was serious. I told him I wouldn't answer him since it was on the phone. But he said he wouldn't ask me with out a ring and he wasn't going to get a ring unless he knew it was what I wanted. So I'm not engaged and he knows that I really like this one guy so yeah. I guess he is just going to wait. From what he said "All I have to do is wait for him to screw up." But I dunno it was weird. This is like the second ex bf who asked me to marry him after we broke up. Well I dont think there is anything else left...

Well lets see. Today I'm not to sure how I feel. I'm not really down but I'm not really happy. Maybe it's the rain. Maybe its something else. I know I am a little down because not only do I have to hear my sisters tell me about their boyfriends, or hear them talking on the phone to them...I have my dad telling me that if I'm not around someone I don't exsist. I mean I know its all in good fun. But then it makes me realize I don't have any one. And that sucks. There isn't anything I can do to change it either. I just re read what I said about my dad. He means to a guy...if I'm not around him I don't exsist. And like I said he is just joking, and the only reason it bothers me is beause I don't have a bf like my sisters do. Anyways something else, tomorrow is my last class with liberty tax..so yeah I know how to do taxes. I could do yours lol. Scary huh? lol. I learned alot some good info let me tell ya. Uhm, Jimmy is coming to see me this weekend. I might make him watch some chick flick with me...maybe...but I know for sure...he will watch Cars with me. lol..he doesnt have a choice. and since Jimmy is back on LC...and if he reads this...I'm making a decision..and its you're watching Cars with me. Jennifer is doing well. The swelling is almost gone...however her face was a little more swollen today then yesterday...but the weather might have something to do with it. I'm not to sure how that works but I know weather affects me after I had my surgerys. Stacy well shes stacy. I had a dream about her wedding...but that was it. It was just at her wedding. The rest was about me...lol sorry Stacy. Well I think I'm done for now.

Well I said in the last blog I would post pictures of my brother and his son. So here ya go.

So I just got back from Michigan. We stopped to see my brother on the way home. It was nice to see him. I have pictures of him and his son and when I can I'll post them...some of them are really cute. Well since we drove to michigan and back I took some No doze which has caffeine, Now I dont drink anything with a lot of caffeine and if I do its not often. Well one little pill is equal to one cup of coffee...I wasnt really hyper...just thought nothing was funny. We saw a this one trucker guy and he was speeding...he had what was on the trailer covered up with a tarp. Well my sister Jen was sitting in the front seat next to me since I was driving. I looked at her with the most serious face and said..I bet thats not a real trucker. I bet he hijacked the truck and under the tarp is nothing but drugs. She gave me this strangest look and I bursted out laughing...I mean she joined in too but only after she realized I took some no doze. So I figured out...Im only going to take that if I'm driving a long distance. But I'm going to go shower now. And I dont know maybe take a nap since I have nothing else to do.

Well Jimmy gave me an answer in a message on myspace. And I was right. He just wants to be friends. I know he is going through some tough times right now. I talked to him last night online..on yahoo. And I think we're going to become very very good friends. I'm like one of the only people he knows he can trust. The only other person is his brother and his best friend. So yeah, I rather be friends then nothing at all. So thats that. I'm 100% single.