Pretty Eyes's blog: "Insane rambling"

Last night I felt so amazingly beautiful. I cannot express how much without sounding completely vain hehe. Everything was perfect last night, the weather, the moon, the sky, the air, me, my friend, everything. I may never see perfection in this way again..... me

It's Thanksgiving day not a sound to be heard. My roommates away in her room, so unheard. I sit in my room my whole body aches. My throat is so scrathy and my head pounds away. The turkey's in the oven it smells oh so great, potatoes are boiled and we even have cake! Her friends coming over to eat with us to, and then they will leave and I'll be here so blue.... My Thanksgiving day is spent so alone, my reasons to be thankful are miles from home. I called them today, the volume so loud. They all say hello and I can barely hear, Happy Thanksgiving my dear.... S haha after I re-read this it sounds kinda funny like some Dr Suess shit hehe.

I must really be out of my mind today but here we go.....Joey don't read this! hehe I cannot stop thinking! My mind keeps discussing my issues within itself and there's no way to stop it. I tried reading didn't help, painting very horrible, calling a friend, not available. You name it I tried it. What's left but to crawl into a lonely hole until the fog has lifted. I swear I love When you men leave me picture comments on how beautiful I am and how you can make me yours hehe very cute really, but if you think about it, where there is beauty there is pain. They say the two go together. No panic my friends, once a year right around the Holidays I tend to feel very very lonely and this is the result lol....So I am done for now, hopefully tomorrow I will awake in a far better mood then today, I think it's because I forgot to perform my morning ritual....wouldn't you love to know hehe..... S