Cashmere feel to the heavy night air.I reach out for you, but your not here.I scream to the night but make no sound. Why is it always darker when your not around.One foot on the floor, a hand on the wall.If I take a step I know I will undoubtedly fall.It’s just a few more days and you will be home.Do you know how I hate being in this house alone?Just make it to the shower as the alarm goes off.Now I have to go back and deal with that clock.Morning routine is the last thing I want to do.I should be wrapped in a blanket with you.Dr. Pepper won’t be enough to ease my mind.I’ll have to rely on the memories on more time.Blast this sunlight for looking so cheerful today.Why couldn’t it rain to wash my tears away.I was ready for this week, just one week apart.At least I convinced you, but didn’t fool my heart.Two more days, I can make it with a smile I know.Even if I have to suck it up and put on a good show.No way I would ever ruin your time with your family.The last thing you should do is worry about me.I’ll put all my feelings to the side and pass this test.After all my dear, you’re dealing with the best.Work won’t be easy on me with my mind on you.Tend to the business at hand is what I’ll have to do.Then when the shadows fall on me again tonight.I can drown in my misery beneath the pale moonlight.Your call before I manage to slip into dreamland.Reminds me that I have found one hell-of-a man.I tell you that I’m doing just fine and I love you so.You give me electronic laced kisses before you go.I grab your pillow and hold it tight to my chest.With the sent of you close to me I’ll pray for rest. My final thought was your fingers in my hair.I touched my lips while a smile played there.
