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i wanna rip that shirt off ya back remove that fuckn memory snap that chain off ya neck take back all the memories and happy moments that were a pack of bullshit lies go back in time and NEVER allow myself to be that fuckn stoopid over you EVER whew ok

just a thought..delete the pictures of that special fun time..dont post the pics of you in my shirt...

i have a friend whos bet me a surprise if i can get 50 friends to fan and add request him...LADY LUVS SURPRISES!!!!!!!!!!!! soo umm if you would be so kind to stop at his page and fan him and send an add request with my name in it so he can keep track of how many ..id appreciate it and would be happy to share my 11's with you as well during happy hour cause someone said its more points then lol i dunno but heres his page http://www.fubar.com/user/486826 **AND TO MY MALE FRIENDS JEEESH GET OVER IT ALREADY ITS JUST ADDN A GUY NOT LIKE YA ASKIN HIM ON A DATE LOL*** ty ty ty kiss kiss

DEDICATED TO SOMEONE I CARE DEEPLY FOR AND THOUGH HE MAY NEVER EVEN SEE THIS I JUST NEEDED TO DO THIS..IM SORRY FOR BEING A CRY BABY HYSTERICAL CRAZY SEEMING PERSON THIS PAST WEEK PRE MENSTRUAL SYNDROME I had my worst cycle in my life this month and it really made me read up. I've worked in ob/gyn for 15yrs and me personally have never really had an extreme cycle up til now. sure I had the usual lil emotional, lil edgy, some bloating, and even crankiness. well some simple symptoms are Physical symptoms include: Breast swelling and tenderness. Bloating, water retention, weight gain. Changes in bowel habits. Acne. Nipple discharge when nipples or breasts are pressed. (Any leakage that spontaneously happens when you aren't pressing on the nipple should be checked by a health professional.) Food cravings, especially for sweet or salty foods. Sleep pattern changes. Fatigue, lack of energy. Decreased sexual desire. Pain. Common complaints include headaches or migraines, breast tenderness, aching muscles and joints, or cramps and low back pain prior to menstrual bleeding. Behavioral symptoms include: Aggression. Withdrawal from family and friends. Emotional and cognitivesymptoms include: Depression, sadness, hopelessness. Anger, irritability. Anxiety. Mood swings. Decreased alertness, inability to concentrate. SEVER SYMPTOMS ARE Severe symptoms If you have severe premenstrual mood swings, depression, irritability, or anxiety (with or without physical symptoms), you are said to have premenstrual dysphoric disorder (PMDD). Symptoms generally subside within the first 3 days of menstrual bleeding. This severe type of PMS affects up to 8% of women.5 Women with PMDD symptoms tend to report that they: Have negative behavior and feelings of hopelessness. Feel guilt and shame. Feel they have lost control over their lives. Believe they are mentally ill and fear the stigma of mental illness. Have poor job performance or missed workdays during the premenstrual period. Feel distanced from family and friends. I HAD THE WORST EXPERIENCE OF MY LIFE THIS WEEK AN PERHAPS IT COMES WITH AGE LOL UGHHH! BUT WHAT MADE IT EVEN WORSE WAS THE EVENTS THAT FOLLOWED THAT DAY EVERTYHING WAS HEIGHTENED EVERYTHING WAS EMOTIONAL AND IT TURNED INTO THIS HUGE FIGHT BETWEEN ME AND SOMEONE I LOVE AND ME CRYING HYSTERICALLY (CRY BABY)...I WANT TO APOLOGIZE TO HIM FOR MY PART..I WONT TAKE ALL THE BLAME BUT I WILL ACCEPT MINE..IM SORRY. I LOVE YOU..I KNOW YOU HAVE NO IDEA AND CANT RELATE TO ANYTHING IM EXPLAINING HERE...I ONLY HOPE THAT THE LOVE WE SHARE IS WAY STRONGER THAN ANY "PMS"

she waits patiently, she waits willingly, she waits not knowing, she waits for what she feels, she sits quietly, she just observes, she asks no questions, she bears all, she gives of herself and is grateful to do so she expects nothing and is appreciative of what is received, why some may ask..dont some may say.....she hears not the words spoken, she smiles instead, she lives for the moments of the next new day

Strong, independent, soft spoken and vocal, with an unconditional accepting personality. All of that ensconced in love, empathy and respect, feistiness, gentleness and laughter.This is me. Who I am today. Not perfect in all things. Extremely capable of owning her own struggles and admitting her own flaws. Of which there are many. This is me. Who I am today.Emotional submission is NOT just be a dream and sexual submission is NOT just be a fantasy... because this is me. Who I am today. I am to be taken in whole doses... in my perfect and imperfect entirety.Or not taken at all. If you can't take on the entire package, in all of it's various wrappings, then you can't have the joy of knowing me as I will be tomorrow.This is me. This is me and who I am today.I am to be taken in complete doses.Or not taken at all.

those who dont know or have misconceptions based on theories..heres a lil tid bit of info..smiles ... The Master's Creed.... Above all else he cherishes his submissive, in the knowledge that the gift she gives him is the greatest gift of all. He is demanding and takes full advantage of the power given to him, but knows howto share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift. ............................................................ He is in control of himself first and foremost, so that he may control others. As a stern and demanding Master, he may cause his submissive to cry real tears. As the consummate lover, he will then kiss the tears away, without stepping out of character. ............................................................ In times of trouble, a Master will leave the roles behind, to be a supportive friend and partner, never forgetting that this is still a loving relationship between two caring individuals. He is quick to understand the differences between fantasy and reality. He would never ask a slave to put him before her career, or family, just to satisfy his own pleasure. ............................................................ To win his submissive's mind, body, spirit, soul, and love, he knows he must first win her trust. He will show his submissive humor, kindness, and warmth. He must always show her that his guidance and tutoring is knowledgeable and deserving of her attention, that this is a man she can learn from, and trust his direction. ............................................................ He is romantic enough to be protective and chivalrous. When called upon, he will fight for his lady's honor. He proves to her that he is someone she can lean on, and depend on. ............................................................ When it comes time to teach his slave her lessons of obedience, he is a strong and unyielding professor. He will accept no flaw, nothing less than perfection from his student. Never does he use discipline without a good reason. When he does it is always with a knowledgeable and careful hand. ............................................................ He is always open to communication and discussion, always ready to hear her wants and needs. He is patient, taking time to learn her limits, and knowing that as her trust of him , grows so will they. He never has to demand ritual behavior by her. She responds to him out of the want of pleasing him. Compliance comes from the wanting to please, not the fear of punishment. He understands the fragile nature of mind and body and never violates the trust given to him. ............................................................ He is secure enough to laugh at himself and the absurdities of life. Open minded enough to learn new things. Strong enough to grow. His tools are mind, body, spirit, soul, and love. He understands that each partner gains most from pleasuring the other. And both of them knows that love and trust are the only bindings that truly hold.

Dr. Gary Chapman, Christian counselor and author of The Five Love Languages, writes about the importance of being able to express love to your spouse in a way that your partner can understand. He calls this type of communicating using the five love languages. Words of Affirmation This is when you say how nice your spouse looks, or how great the dinner tasted. These words will also build your mate's self image and confidence. Quality Time Some spouses believe that being together, doing things together and focusing in on one another is the best way to show love. If this is your partner's love language, turn off the TV now and then and give one another some undivided attention Gifts It is universal in human cultures to give gifts. They don't have to be expensive to send a powerful message of love. Spouses who forget a birthday or anniversary or who never give gifts to someone who truly enjoys gift giving will find themselves with someone who may feel neglectged at times. Acts of Service Discovering how you can best do something for your spouse will require time and creativity. These acts of service like vacuuming, hanging a bird feeder, planting a garden, etc., need to be done with joy in order to be perceived as a gift of love. Physical Touch Sometimes just stroking your spouse's back, holding hands, or a peck on the cheek will fulfill this need. I like this next suggestion cause never take for granted and assume its all good! Fading Tingle and Empty Love Tanks After the first or second year of a relationship, when the initial "tingle" is starting to fade, many couples find that their "love tanks" are empty. They may have been expressing love for their partner, but in reality they were speaking a different love language. The best way to fill your spouse's love tank is to express love in THEIR love language. Each of us has a primary love language. Usually, couples don't have the same love language. Tank Check Dr. Chapman recommends that you have a "Tank Check" 3 nights a week for 3 weeks. Ask one another "How is your love tank tonight?" If, on a scale from zero to ten, it is less than 10, then ask "What can I do to help fill it?" Then do it to the best of your ability. So now we know im a tawlker hahaha ughhh I tawlk in alllllllllll those languages hahaha ok stop laughin…dang it