IMMA FUCK UP BECAUSE I FUCKED SOMETHING UP THAT WAS GOOD OR THOUGHT THAT WAS GOOD....I WAS WITH THIS GUY NAME RICHARD AND I FUCKED UP...I DID IT WAS ALL ME AND NOW THERES NO TURNING BACK....WTF...WHY DO I FUCK UP EVERYTHING IT FEELS LIKE I SHOULDNT BE ON THE FACE OF THE EARTH BECAUSE IM A FUCK UP 24.7 BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I LOVE RICHARD AND HE JUST DONT SEE IT AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO OMG I WOULD GO AS FAR AS KILLING FOR HIM BUT WELL HE DONT LOVE ME SO WHY AM I JUST NOT GETTING OVER HIM I JUST WANNA TELL HIM I LOVE HIM NOW AND IM SSOOO SCARED NO ONE KNOWS HOW FUCKING SCARED I AM OF TELLING HIM BUT I HOPE HE READS THIS AND IF YOU ARE RICHARD I LOVE YOU I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU BUT I NEED TO RUN TTYL