~I’m Dead Inside, With Un-kept Promises~
I remember now the lies left untold
It didn’t have to be this way.
I’m not sure how much I can take
I believed in all your lies
It’s like razor blades cutting into me
I’m far gone, with no return
A love and faith I no longer have
With one slit of the wrist it was all gone
In that one moment I will take my life
It’s all gray, dead inside
I want to just walk away
Scars showing, shattered hearts
Just give me away, let me go
Cause everything is just a lie
I’m cold inside, sitting in the dark
My heart yearning for the untold lies
You can’t kill me; I’m dead, dead inside.
There’s no going back to the life I once knew
Thanks for all you’ve done
I can’t believe you’re gone
Your apart of me, I feel I can’t let go
I’ll still love you tomorrow; I can’t erase your face
I’m looking back, and I’m not ready to face the lies
So I’m killing my past and moving on,
Cause I’m dead inside with un-kept promises.
I’m down on my luck, I’m to far gone
I’m blinded by all the lies.
By: Teresa Abeyta
February 16, 2007