well it has to be a monday dont it. i didnt have work or anything so that is good but im just a little down. i dont know it it is because of the weather or what. oh well i will live i guess. so anyways i just have no clue why im feeling this way today. i know that it is part of my depression that i try to hide from every one but i cant seem to hide it from myself. but im not wondering if all this depression or what ever im going through has anything to do from lack of sleep. cause i dont sleep much either. i might get 3 to 4 hours and that is if im lucky. ok well i guess this is a stupid blog be the ppl that reads it can deal with that. anyways im going to stop the typing now and find something else to do.
