I was just talking with a few really good friends and each one gave me some very comforting advise, but I dont understand is how my mother in law can tell me that she loves me the husband and try to get my parole revoked for know reason. I keep asking myself why is this happening and i dont know. I should have known something was wrong when i would send my baby over to grandmothers house and my then 8 year old would call me at three oclock in the morning crying asking me to please come and pick her up and even then i knew something was wrong but I couldnt and i didnt think about that this could be happening to my daughter I thiought that she was safe at her grandmothers house i thought that I could trust them to protect my little girl and i was wrong and i blame myself for what has happened to her and I dont think that i could ever forgive myself for what happened to her and that the hardest thing that i am dealing with right now.
