If he only knew.
The love we had, that he just blew.
I wish he felt my pain inside.
I wish he saw the tears I've cried.
He gave me my dreams then took them away.
And "why talk about it now?" is all he has to say
Soon I will be strong enough to take that walk.
Right now I stay and try to talk.
Is it him? or is it me?
Am I just too blind to see?
The love I have for him inside
Should it show or do I let it Hide?
Why does he tell me "I love you"?
When it seems he will never say "I do".
He says he wants to grow old with me
Do I continue to fight or just let him be?
He always puts me to the side
Is that the reason I feel he lied?
I don't know what to do anymore.
I can't cry again and my heart is sore.
Am i just another girl on his step ladder?
Then what about this baby, pressing on my bladder?
I love him so much I really do
But is he ever going to get a clue?
