I wish i could reverse time and take my life back i had everything i could ever want and it slipped away little by little
I wish the stupid shit had never happened, we all make mistakes but we know when things are just not right and then we pay the price.
I wish i had given more effort into the things i care most about; there were so many things going on that i didnt see what i really needed to focus on but now i do and i wish i did more than anything.
I wish i wasnt so stubborn and arguementative; at times i cant help it, its just me but i can work on it choose my battles and let others slide
I wish i trusted my gut and dropped that stupid bitch, my "so called best friend"; fucking back stabbing cunt who opens her legs to the world INCLUDING MY ONE TRUE LOVE, how fucked up can people be and she still denys it theres a point when you just have to admit to your wrong doings just tell the fucking truth for once fucking whore
I wish i hadnt of lied about stupid shit that didnt matter and put up with the fights that would of made us stronger. now im paying the price because you may never trust me again and i hate that and i dont know how to fix it.
I wish i was with the one i truely cared about; your laugh, kisses, hugs, drunken fights, stupid cars, quarky personality, and most of all just staying home watching movies in bed falling asleep in your arms before the ending and wanting to watch the same movie again next week because i dont remember the ending lol
I wish i didnt care about what anyone else though and just lived my life my way; how am i supposed to be happy trying to please everyone when im the one i should be doing things for as long as they dont harm me or the ones i care about most
I wish i fought for you more and didnt let you get away...
