I leave tomorrow after work, to head for Peorea, Illinois. My cousin was killed over a week ago in Iraq. I'm letting all my friends know I wont be online until thursday. My heart is truely breaking, but I do remember all the fun times we had. I will cherish the fact that my life was blessed with the greatest hero I knew!! I've shed tears, drove off alone and screamed in anger!! Life is too short especially when you lose those you love and care about. I guess the hard part is just not knowing all the answers to questions you have but cant get told. I would give anything for one last laugh, one last dream to be shared, one last hug, one last goodbye. All I have is this one last memory and it's one that haunts me for now. I know in time my heart will mend but its so damn hard being close to someone. Not only are they your family they are your friend!! I dread the next 2 days and I just really want it to be over. I'll look to the heavens Wednesday and know that the angels now have the greatest hero I ever knew!! Until Thursday all my friends..... Be safe and know ou do have a friend right here that does care!!
HUGGSS TO YOU ALL<
XOXOXO
