Mom of 3 amazing boys's blog: "i will win my battle against it!! now who will be there to support me through it??"

well my appointment was friday, and it hurt like hell, she said i'll get my results back today (tuesday) and im now just anxiously waiting..... i'll update once i have the results.

i have to post pone my appointment, my mom was going to go with me and watch noah while i was in getting my tests done, and she has a meeting, she said that if it wasnt voting on their contract she'd skip it but she has no choice but to go. i just hope they dont make me wait another 3 weeks to find out whats going on.

i have to go in on the 11th of december at 430 for my appointment and for the tests and stuff. i hate playing the waiting game i really do.

as most women know who have either had kids or do their yearly exams, they run a bunch of tests and what not to check for any thing that could possibly be wrong. well i got the results back from my ob/gyn friday and the test was alarming, showing changes in cells that were taken during the exam. there is a possibility that it could be cervical cancer, or something else. im scared to death to find out the results, and they sent me the letter on a day that the office wasnt open, and on a weekend no less, so now i have to play the waiting game and find out whats happening. so far everyone i know is turning their backs on me now that ive told them the news, so i have no support system at all. i'll update when i can, but i have to go for now i dont want my crying to wake up my 2 kids.