And I will think of you when the dawn breaks and the night is through, When the sun awakes then I'll look up high at the same blue sky and I will think of you.
I love those lyrics. I came across them in season 2 of Army Wives. Right after they all lost of loved one. I heard it again last night when i couldnt sleep. As the show ended one of the ladies thoughts were about her daughter and moving on after her death. I was moved at how much it really fit we me.
"I keep looking for you Paul. Everywhere, in every face. Even though I know you can't come back, but I have to take one small step forward. I have to appreciate the new life I have here. I can picture you nodding in agreement, tellin me it's to be ok, for all of us it's going to be ok."
It's been almost a year since you left us. To me it still seems like yesterday. I miss you Cowboy.