merlyns life isn`t like other guys..i know this.but what kills me is this.i work and go to school to better myself.and dosen`t any woman want me ..well thats cool.WHAT THE HELL I HAVE TO DO,be a srry ass muther fucker,well i can`t do that.i`m an old soul.older than u know.so until my vip runs out i` will continue to give the ppl that helped me get the vip.all my 11`s,but don`t want to renew it.i will ..when i`m on to help u with ur goals.merlyn has seen things for thousands of yrs.i`m alone now just as i will stay.. so this is good bye to the club..i`m sure u will be fine without me..i`ll always be lurking in the shadows..its better like this.i`m sure u`ll see.i will not join any other.cas i`m ALL ALONE IN LIFE SO THERE FOR I MUST STAY ALONE.U all do what u want.and when u do see me on i hope u will say hi...