I just cant believe how a person can forget the other. I feel useless with out the person. I only want a hey how r u ? hows life going ? But i get nothing ingorned. I been trying to get it out my head but ijust cant. cuz me and this person had something going and something mayor happen. But they act as if nothing did. Also when talking behind my back is worst cuz who knows what the person is saying about u. I feel like total shit been feelin this way for the last 4 months now. I hate it and i just want to died. But i know i cant i got to keep strong for my kids. This is so something i've been dealing with alone and i couldnt keep it inside any longer cuz its eating at me. Poople dont have to comment if u do thats nice thankz. I just ad to write my thoughts down. Muah Natalia