I want a real man who can handle me but im in love with this ass hole ..and i miss him so much we got in a fight well were always getting in fights cause he doesnt know how to treat me or his daughter.. i wish i could be me. be a sexy dork and have someone to listen to my music ..i just want 50 50 and im tyred of having myself go all into one person who gives me nothing back that i want and he says he'll change but i havnt seen shit yet and i really want my life to get better not lower withmy self asteem..