what do you do when you cant have the love of your life?..Does self immolation call?..against the laws of God and nature..do you give in?...how do you cope or deal with betrayal?...harden your heart?..becomes as stone..but then that is just another type of death..it is not living. I never did work out the answer, if indeed there is one..please enjoy the page and if there is something in its message that catches at you..then trust me in this..there is always someone who will be there to help..just dont be blinded by the tears that you fail to see them....Bright Blessings
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