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What are you waiting for?
I sit here thinking, its quiet and I'm alone.
Contemplating where my lifes going, where its already gone.
Am I a better man than I used to be ?
Or is it a shadow of my former self that you see ?
I often wonder if I'M on the right track.
More often than not I find my self looking perpetually back.
Life has thrown me alot of curves.
Sometimes I think its more than any one person deserves.
I am constantly lost within my own mind.
Although there are things in there that I am not so sure that I want to find.
I have my demons, or if your prefer, my vices.
Alot of mistakes made aswell as sacrifices.
Ive seen too much to veiw the world in black and white.
Its all just based on perception. and beliefs about whats wrong and right.
Been around the world a time or two.
Only 25 I know that still seems a little young to you.
Beleiving in things that most would say are unreal.
Maybe I am wrong and they are right, I only follow what I feel.
This is it laid open for all to see.
Of course there is more, but then there is alot more to me.
I am whatever I perceive myself to be.
