Why is it so hard to stay calm...Why is it so hard to let you go??? Why is it so hard to try to be strong about this??? I know why...Its all because you were a Great person that God blessed in my life!!! I'm sooooo Blessed to have known a person like you..Most people dont have the opportunity to have a friend, mother,sister,spiritual leader,understanding,loving kind person and so much more like you were, in their lives...Its so hard to be strong knowing that you are gone...Its crazy b/c today after finding out that you passed this morning it just felt sooooo unreal...I still cant believe it and still waiting to wake up from this dream...But now i must realize that If i know that Jesus is real i know that this is REAL aswell..I'm sad that you are gone in the flesh but happy that you are free of pain and wont have to suffer anymore..I know that you will always be with me as my sweet angel like you were when you were alive...I LOVE YOU SIS. LYNDA AND I MISS YOU SOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!
