February 13th is almost here again and that means that it has been almost 1 year since I lost my Mom to Pancreatic Cancer. She fought a long hard fight for almost 4 years but in the end, the Cancer won. My brother and I went up the week before to see her and spend some quality time with her and watched her stand up when we walked in the door to being bedridden in that one week. It hit hard and fast.
It was a horrible thing to watch but I am so glad that I went. I would not trade this experience for the world but I have learned alot in the past year from that.
My mom would never say the "C" word. She had alot of faith in her doctor's and in God. She just knew that she would beat it but you know how that went.
I wish that I could get her back cause there is so much left to say to her and so much yet to learn from her.
I really miss her alot! God bless you Mom and I really really miss you!
