so i was dating this girl, casually at first. then it was getting better and better, so we decided to be exclusive. and yesterday i lost my new job and, and today she dumped me, because "i swear its not because you lost your job. but there are too many similarities between this and my ex husband." and it was only a couple weeks that we were 'exclusive' but i feel like im in hell, and my insides are burning, and i cant sleep, and im just not hungry. and i feel like all life is shit.