My Tears are so warm
as they roll down my cheek,
and why they are even there is really beside me.
He wants to meet me
plays in my head, over and over again
with complete and total dread
But why
is the question that keeps going through my head
why can't I show how beautiful I am,
inside and out
why does it scare me to let someone inside my heart.
To see and feel the person I am
I have mastered hiding so well
so that he doesnt want me.
But I want him,
like I've never wanted anything before,
I want his touch,
his lips,
I want to hear his Laughter
I want his heart,
I want......
But for him to want me
I can feel this deep
dark
sickening
pain
in the depths of my soul
so I hide.
