Papa Bear's blog: "i haven't coined it"

Release your anxiety The trouble you've seen The pain you have felt The news you've heard The bitter reality you've tasted That foul stench that creep into your olfactories From all the bullshit. Internal chaos has ravaged your petite frame Pharmaceuticals only numb Never heal. Take my hand my precious sister Seek refuge, if only a little , in my words I will not harm you Your imperfections make you perfectly lovable You are admired for your strength Cherished for you kindness Loved for your heart I can feel its pulsating rhythm permeating through your soul You are brave And you are strong You will unravel this tangled web Precious ..this is for you ..u know who you are

Inherently afraid of the dark like a small child I am grateful for your illuminating glow. A reflection of the magnificence of the sun. You however , are never overbearing Gradually making yourself know. The stars applaud you As they glimmer like diamonds . I await you In anticipation of your full glory. It's then when my fear vanishes. I'm no longer in the darkness Frightened by the unknown. You are my solace. I'm protected by the light of the moon. written for Celina ..sorry it took so long ..**hugs**

Threesomes Share Now, here's what you're supposed to do...and please do not spoil the fun. Start a new note, delete my answers and put in your own. Tag your friends and tell them to tag you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little known things about each other. Three Names I go by 1.Bang 2. rockhead 3 E & J Three Jobs I have had in my life 1. Security 2. retail 3. fireman (i wish) Three Places I have lived 1. Southern Cali 2. Alaska 3. Texas Three TV Shows that I watch 1. Sportscenter 2. House 3. Spongebob Three places I have been 1. Anchorage 2. Colmbia , south carolina 3. Dallas Three people that e-mail me regularly 1. Fubar 2. porn sites 3. spam Three of my favorite foods 1. Lasagna 2. Pineapple 3. Buritto Three things I would like to do 1. Travel 2. Play in the NBA 3. Have sexual relations Three friends I think will respond 1. Tawny 2. Tawny 3. Tawny (3 diff people i swear) Things I am looking forward to 1. Moving 2. 2morrow 3. Tawny reading this

i was naive to believe i could fix it I did everything .. i forced the puzzle pieces to fit but the picture came out wrong not like the one on the box ~~ I sit and stare at my reflection in the mirror I wipe it off hoping to see myself clearer I try to see what u saw Pinpoint in my reflection my weakness for deception It is my conclusion that it must be an internal part But where is the mirror that lets me see my heart this is not finished i think i want to add more thanks for reading

I've been in agony at the thought My life will be ending soon How had I gotten to this point? Like bodies intended to buried In river bottoms my regrets Kept resurfacing I pace back and forth in this cell That is my life The steel bars a stark reminder Of the choices i have made The anticipation of my final hour Is positively unbearable And I have refused my last meal on account of What's the point? The moment of truth has come As I am walked down this aisle I have but one lingering question.... What possessed me to want to get married?

You have chosen me once more To hit rock bottoms floor You are no stranger To rip out my soul Your purpose and your goal I am familiar with your tactics Your walls surround me The darkness hounds me I have seen this before You slash and you pierce Your blow mighty and fierce I have felt this pain You have no shame or guilt You've torn down what i have built I know your name Abandonment despicable thing It's you again

tawny tinseltush got me, now it's your turn! One word answers only! 1. Where is your cell phone? floor 2. Your significant other? invisible 3. Your hair? black 4. Your mother? pretty 5. Your father? huge 6. Your favorite thing? licking 7. Your dream last night? none 8. Your favorite drink? jagermeister 9. Your dream/goal? peace 10. The room you're in? bathroom 11. Music? soul 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? top 14. Where were you last night? forgot 15. What you're not? small 16. Muffins? thanks 17. One of your wish list items? you 18. Where you grew up? california 19. The last thing you did? poop 20. What are you wearing? nothing 21. TV? off 22. Your pets? tiger 23. Your computer?gateway 24. Your life? exciting 25. Your mood? calm 26. Missing someone? Yes 27. Favorite Store? grocery 30. Your summer? weird 31. Like someone? Yes 32. Your favorite color? red 33. When is the last time you laughed? january 34. Last time you cried? now read this then repost (with ur answers):)

if i could drink i'd be drunk off a cocktail concocted of love wisdom and peace if i could fly i would be high above sorrow and pain where they couldn't reach me if i could lie i would , underneath the stars wishing i possessed their glory if i could drive i would speed away to where money didnt exist and poverty was only a nightmare if i could forget i would erase the memories of my childhood and if i could draw i would paint a picture perfect past but if i could write ..i would inscribe a poem

this stray dog freedom was stumbled upon like a dropped penny is it really worth the effort of bending over to pick up ? if somebody doesnt throw out their scraps soon, my ribs will be my most observable feature