I didnt mean to hurt him and he didnt mean to hurt me. I'm so lost. He hurt me. He compares me to others he has had before me. He called me a cunt...a whore...a slut...a bitch...how do I know he really mean it? I look at his picture and I cry. I cry...I don't sleep...I haven't ate very much. Him hitting me should be a wake up call but it makes me think more and more. I just am so confuse and lost.
