I try and I try NOT to be, but it's so hard. There's a whole big story here and I don't feel like displaying the whole thing in detail, but the gist of it is my husband and chatting with other girls here, there or anywhere. It bugs the shit out of me! I know he loves me. I know he'd never hurt me by cheating on me. Yet, I still get this white, hot furry balled up inside me when I find out he's talking to other women. I feel like I've been punched in the gut, my face gets all hot and red. I feel like I can't breathe. It's so stupid! I hate women who think they can control their husbands and who they are friends with...yet, I find myself doing almost the same thing by questioning him all the time about who he's yaking with. It's so anal and I don't know what to do to stop it.
He's nothing but a big flirt and loves to meet new people...that's why we both are here...but every time he talks to someone new, a woman, it hits me again, this wave of jealousy. I HATE IT! I know he's probably getting sick and tired of it too!
Well anyway... I'm a nutcase...so what d'ya do?