Sleep? Not a chance. Ok, yes it could be possible. Just waiting until at least 1 am now to go to sleep. I have said before that I can avoid sleep for obvious reasons. 1. Sleep won't last long if you have nightmares, 2. you wake up coughing (as I would do when I get bronchitis but right now I have been coughing and it's nothing like that right now) 3. my friend Bill is away at Drill (he's in National Guard) and when I need to hear his voice I know he's not around to calm me down. What I think is funny, is that my friend Bill and I get along so well. Sure, I confide in him since he doesn't treat me like a complete idiot (as my husband tends to do without even realizing he does it) and he understands more than the typical male would. He knows that I have trouble expressing my feelings which is something he knows about me. He can figure out the whole thing I am trying to say, and yet he doesn't say I am stupid or ugly. (Note, Steve (Husband) doesn't either) but there have been guys in my life that have treated me that way. I have been on CT for a while tonight in hopes that trying to get a butterfly background (with blues and purples amd pinks if anyone knows how to do one) I like on my page. So, that didn't work either. Oh well. I am going to get off of here now before I can't stop myself.
