OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORKS I WILL TELL YOU TEN THINGS ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT!
10 things about me...damN you!!! I dont like to talk about myself hey thats one....
1. I dont like talking about myself!! lol I find it hard because im very hard on myself, nothing i do is very good in my eyes. Yet im always told other wise.
2. I say lol waaaaaaaaaay too much its like a disease!! I can say lol three times in a sentence...beginning, middle AND end!! I think i need a "lol box"
3. I don't function without music. Take my music away and you take a massive part of me away with it. Music is an escape, you make it what you want and need it to be. I would rather lose my sight than my hearing if i had to lose one of them as hearing things can bring out more emotion from me than seeing something most of the time...there are exceptions.
4. I always put my friends needs ahead of my own needs, I will go out of my way to help people I care for...but as ive learnt recently I cant always do this or it will make me ill...or I should say even more ill than ive already made myself from putting everyone else before me.
5. I am, how can i put it..."out going" when im talking to people on msn and such but when I first meet someone in person I get really shy (yeah i know no ones gonna believe me but its true) im not quite as bad if im meeting a girl for the first time but if its a guy then i get very shy...i got trust issues it sucks! But i do eventually become me again lol dont worry about that lol!!!
6. I had a bit of a drinking problem when i was 15, I started drinking more when my Nan died and carried on drinking. I used to drink before school, when i got home from school and when my mum went to bed. I stopped myself in the end because my friends started to ask me why i was acting so wierd...but i know my limits now and i dont have a problem drinking WOOT!!
7. I hated school from about the age of 7 because thats when people started to physically abuse me in school and it stopped when i was 16. I dont have any visible scars from it but i will always have the memories of what people did to me. I can forgive the ones who did it a few times but i can never forgive the ones who hurt me everyday, they will eventually pay for what they did.
8. My mum called me Bouncer before i was born because apparetly i moved around alot. There was a hyper dog called Bouncer on an Australian soap called Neighbours which is where my mum got it from ROFL!!
9. If i am passionate about something I will do anything it takes to make it happen! Anything in my power to get me where I wanna be and i will do it!
10. I have been very unhappy for a VERY long time for many reasons, some of which only a few people know about because its hard for me to talk about and those that know my darkest secrets are ones i trust the most. Recently I have had people i love die and had my own health scares I didn't think i was going to get through this. I seriosuly thought i would have to end everything but there is 1 person who saved me. I had a reason to stay around, a reason to make myself get better, a reason to smile again. He has been there for me through my best and worst times and never gave up on me even when i wanted to give up. I have never known anyone like you Dustin, and i mean that! You mean everything to me and I dont care who knows it, you are the best thing thats ever happened to me.
My 10 people
Kel
Acid
Bunnski
Joker
Woosah
Cupcake
Nautical
Dead Tony
McBratty
Caty
