"I don't know why?"
You left me here high
I don't even know if I'm alive
I think I'm stupid
I can't even stand up
I love this feeling
It makes me happy
I happen to laugh at stupid shit
I don't get why
I'm horny, stupid, and high
I don't know why I treat my self like this
I start to go into a dream
but I'm awake
It's about me and my homies
we are sittin here getting high
It is pretty cool
but I start to follow someone
I don't know who he or she is
They are just telling me to come
So I do and I lay down on the bed
and start to feel him press up against me
It feels good cause I'm high
but then he takes off his hood
and he is my personal demon
But all of a sudden I awake
and he is sittin here on the bed with me
I scream, he asks me " whats up?"
I tell him "nuthing I'm just confused
I understand why to I'm just very high"
"I hope I'm okay,
I see things I'm not supposed to see"
He says "like what"
I say " people ,things, and you"
"WHAT!!!" he says.
I'm sorry man I'm just very high
Well I'm gonna go cut my wrist
"Noooo girl don't" he says to me as I look around the room for a razor
Why I have these thoughts
and I'm not supposed to see them
"Here just do it to me"
"Why" I say in confusion
"Cause I don't want you to hurt yourself"
Okay man if it makes you feel better
I looked at him
and relized that he is my BABY!!!
