my life is boring, sometimes i feel like its in shambles. by nature, i am an introverted person, ive never had a big circle of friends. i feel that nobody really knows the real me, truly and completely. i dont think they should actually. i am a friendly person, but like to keep my distance. i am indpendant but do rely on those i call loved ones. i keep only one best friend, who i love with all my heart and soul. i dont care if my man sleeps with other women, but if they lie to me about it, they lose my trust. have a relationship with another woman, byebye. i have a strong work ethic, but at the same time i hate goin to work.
i do hurt the ones i love. but i dont love many, and i try not to hurt them. i keep secrets, even when i know i shouldnt. i hate to lie, but find at times it is unavoidable.
im not a ho, a slut or promiscuous, but damn do i love sex.
i collect things that i find interesting, but men never seems to be one of them....although one of my main interests in life is men.
men on the interenet say im hot, sexy and pretty....in real life men never talk to me.
I crave human contact, but usually choose to be my own company. i hate the feel of condoms, but am scared shitless of the repercussions of unprotected sex.
I love to get inkd and pierced, but at times i get embarrased when people ask about the work i have done.
i love colors, although i have no favorite, and my walls stay white....
I cant figure it out. can someone help my make up my mind???????
